It's pretty complicated to explain, but I can try if you want me to. Basically... I'd been in a pretty bad place for a while, mentally speaking, and this town sort of... amplified it, and made it come out all at once. It's still not a very good excuse, especially for the things I said to you.

I've lost my dad, too. I know how hard that is. And I am really, really sorry for every word of what I said.