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[coloredstrings]

Dave Strider, Rose Lalonde, or Mr. Egbert, if you're reading this, it's Jade.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
John is dead.
It's my fault.
I should've told him to stay put even though I knew he wouldn't listen.
He's so stubborn.
He's always putting others before himself.
He had my back but I didn't have his
he shouldn't have even been out there but I let him
he tried to protect me
and now he's dead
i'm sorry
im so sorry

john i'm sorry.

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[riseup]

i know that there are way more important and screwed up parts but i just remembered...
was karkat like, really really really nice in your dream?

[coloredstrings]

yes!!!!
it was really weird
he was also taller!!
though not by much hehehe :P

[riseup]

literally the nicest guy!!!
hehe, cool, so that was not just me.

[coloredstrings]

i wonder if he remembers anything...
we should definitely go check on him!!!

[riseup]

yes.
yes, we really should.

[coloredstrings]

i hope hes ok

[coloredstrings]

bluhhh what am i saying!!!!
of course hes ok
hes karkat!!!!!!!
he probably has more tenacity in one pinky than we have combined!! :o

[riseup]

i hope so.

[coloredstrings]

hes ok john
i know he is
so lets stop dillydallying and go!!!!