If he said you're not allowed to die, he'll probably make sure it doesn't happen.
Think whatever you want about it. You're not the first person to wish they were dead, and you're definitely not the last. Don't say it like it's that important.
That's so stupid I'm not even going to bother. You obviously just want attention.
I know how he feels about it, and I know how Dante feels about it, and if you actually get that too, you would get you can't say it "wouldn't matter." But you did, which makes you somebody who's either brainless or desperate for attention. And I already know two people in my life who fill those roles, I don't need another one.
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