Fuck i know it's shit but it's a thing it's my thing i mean it's the only godo thing i've ever done oh my god i need to break this fucking shit fuck phone why can't i just look the fuck away BECAUSE I HAVE CRIPPLING ANXIETY AND A STUPID FUCKING DSEIRE TO BE LIKED EVEN WHEN NO EONE EVER DOSESJFAWIGHEOIG OH MY FUCKING GOD