I've thought about it, but I'm an entity of chaos, and there's one thing I know for certain. In this life there are two options, you change or you die. You may believe what you want about harming others, what constitutes good and evil, and what you use to ensure the safety of others, even if it may turn out badly. Why is their chaos, why does it continue? Why does fire burn? You can think what you like of yourself, but in the end that's what it is.

Change or die.