thoughtformed | ninteenth rift

Private. Moderate Security.

After appearing and disappearing, Ianto has returned to New Moore. And he's not going away this time, either. I couldn't be happier having him back. I'm having trouble deciding whether it's a good thing or not that he doesn't seem to remember being here before, but at least this time, he's come from a closer place in my timeline, but so close to the end of his own. And I fear for that. Honestly, I do. Because someday he may leave again and there will be nothing that I can do to stop him from dying.

But maybe this is my chance somehow. An opportunity to save him. I know what happens, when it happens and the after. I don't quite know how to keep him safe, yet. Should I tell him to trust me and leave in the event that he does return to where he came from? Should I tell him how he dies? The Doctor might not like that, but I don't give a damn. I almost ripped apart time and space once for him, and I'd do it again in an instant. Losing him once was terrible. Losing him a second time was hell. I can't bear to think about what it would do to me if I were to lose him a third time.
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Sorry I've been quiet. I've been a little... preoccupied lately. I've been showing my lovely colleague Ianto Jones from back home around and making sure that he's had a thorough welcome to New Moore. Isn't he adorable? I've always wanted my own Welshman.

So because I didn't say it before, Happy New Year, everyone!

Private to Ryoji. HIGH Security.
Sorry I haven't been in much. You still doing okay over there? Not getting lonesome, are you?