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thoughtformed2012-10-04 08:23 pm
thebestseller) wrote in thoughtformed2012-10-04 08:23 pm
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'cause you are a china shop, and I am a bull
WHO: Castle and Beckett
WHAT: A continuation of this thread. The partners make amendsand possibly make out.
WHEN: Backdated slightly to October 2nd
WHERE: Beckett and Sheska's apartment
WARNINGS: Gross emotions contained within. PG for now, but if it gets to R-rated activities it will be taken to a musebox.
It was quite jarring, Castle thought upon reflection, to be taken from the relative happiness of the island turning into a nest of pirates to... this.
Of course, only a small group had been seriously affected by it, and only he and Beckett could really appreciate the true effects of what his Shadow had said and done, but that didn't make it any easier for him to bear. It was, as Souji had said, him, Castle- a part of him he kept hidden and ignored, but still him, and part of him had wanted to do that, had wanted to just unleash all of the self-blame over everything- both his poking into Kate's mother's murder and his failure to catch the Triple Killer before his escape. Had wanted to hurt himself, and her.
And he wasn't sure how to deal with that.
But she was, at least, willing to speak to him, and that was more than he felt like he deserved, and so there he was, knocking on her door, hoping it wouldn't have to end with an awkward exit before Sheska came home with pizza.
WHAT: A continuation of this thread. The partners make amends
WHEN: Backdated slightly to October 2nd
WHERE: Beckett and Sheska's apartment
WARNINGS: Gross emotions contained within. PG for now, but if it gets to R-rated activities it will be taken to a musebox.
It was quite jarring, Castle thought upon reflection, to be taken from the relative happiness of the island turning into a nest of pirates to... this.
Of course, only a small group had been seriously affected by it, and only he and Beckett could really appreciate the true effects of what his Shadow had said and done, but that didn't make it any easier for him to bear. It was, as Souji had said, him, Castle- a part of him he kept hidden and ignored, but still him, and part of him had wanted to do that, had wanted to just unleash all of the self-blame over everything- both his poking into Kate's mother's murder and his failure to catch the Triple Killer before his escape. Had wanted to hurt himself, and her.
And he wasn't sure how to deal with that.
But she was, at least, willing to speak to him, and that was more than he felt like he deserved, and so there he was, knocking on her door, hoping it wouldn't have to end with an awkward exit before Sheska came home with pizza.