Tears were springing up in Kate's eyes and she tried to fight them down. She stared up at the ceiling and sucked in a deep breath.

"That's not how I want it to work." Her voice was thick with her tears and she was trying to stop herself from reaching out to him. She wanted to touch him. "I'm..." Kate shuttered a breath. She needed to be honest with him and stop hiding if she was going to fix any of this. "I got angry because I'm confused. I'm happy here because you made me happy and I didn't want that. I'm afraid if we get too comfortable..." She petered out, not sure how to say what she was feeling anymore.