UTTER GARBAGE

[dormalcy]

I have entered my Blue Period, New Moore.

Despite trawling the roof of the South building (because it stops at 4-South which is WRONG therefore they must have simply torn down all the walls of 5-South and left it on the ROOF) I have been unable to find Michael, much less any of my other floormates.

Despite attempting to include my new, inferior roommate in my ART, he remains as disappointing as ever. He clearly does not want to be part of something that will begin to expose New Moore's underbelly of truth. He clearly does not want to be the leading man in my fine film. He clearly does not want to BE. Go hide under your rock of lies and LEAVE ME TO MY DESPAIR, Kanji!

I enrolled in the community college and frankly, have no idea why. There is nothing that I can learn there. All I know is melancholy, and since my arrival, I have become an expert in that field.

If you'll excuse me, I must go film a fruitfly dying. IT'S A METAPHOR.

Comments

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

What kind of film are you doing?

[dormalcy]

I believe the common term is a docudrama.

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

Right.

[expositional]

As I have explained three times prior, we simply have an averse reaction to being filmed.

[dormalcy]

I DON'T CARE. All the more reason to be filmed. Discomfort pushes us outside our limits and generates TRUTH. Where would we be if the great artists of the world just stuck with what was comfortable for them? My job as an artist is to continually push the common people into the great unknown and help them grow. Naoto, I really don't think you understand what it means to be an ARTIST. It's tragic, really.

[expositional]

No, I don't think I do.

[dormalcy]

Then I won't tell you how to be a copper if you won't tell me how to be an artist.

[expositional]

I'm not advising you how to do your job, I'm simply pointing out the ineffectual way with which you're attempting to deal with Kanji.

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

How does that help you generate any kind of truth?

[dormalcy]

People are at their worst and therefore, their best when they're outside their comfort zone, and that's truth.

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

It's a truth, but it's not the whole truth.

[dormalcy]

Yes it is.

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

The worst part of someone isn't always the full picture.

[dormalcy]

But showing someone at their worst makes them realize their worst and thus act at their best DON'T QUESTION ME. If Michael were here, he would tell you from first-hand experience that I AM RIGHT.

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

Sometimes it doesn't work out that way, unfortunately.

[dormalcy]

It does when Art is involved.

[yearoftruth.livejournal.com]

Then I might be interested to see your movie.

[coolfilmbro.livejournal.com]

Community college's not so bad.

[dormalcy]

I suppose you're right. It's not the school's fault that my whole existence has turned wretched.

[coolfilmbro.livejournal.com]

Yeah, who to blame though, right? I don't have a framework for this except for the Truman Show, and I'm pretty sure that's different.

[dormalcy]

Have you found a camera yet?

[coolfilmbro.livejournal.com]

Nah, but to be honest I can't think of anything to film right now.

I mean, except maybe my roommate but I feel like he'd punch me, and I don't have a ragtag band of misfits to help out this time.

[dormalcy]

There's always something to film, surely you know that.

[coolfilmbro.livejournal.com]

The whole not being real thing kind of put a damper on things. I wasn't expecting my life to suddenly get this meta without my help.

I'm sure I'll think of something soon.