http://orphan-moon.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] thoughtformed2011-07-29 06:34 pm
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I'm sick of this place.

I'm sick of this hot weather, sick of being stuck on this rock, sick of never getting enough sleep at night, sick of this damn cough, sick of never knowing what Hell we get dreamed into next, and sick of watching people vanish left and right with no idea of where they're vanishing to.  Even shit like a cruise or a lottery turns out to be some kind of sick taunt, a reward being dangled in front of us so we take enough rope to hang ourselves.  I've had it. 

I've fucking had it.

I'm going out tonight, and everybody had better stay the fuck out of my way.
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[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-29 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
What part of "out of my way" didn't you get? I'm not exactly in a socializing mood, Mochizuki.

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-29 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
You can try to stop me, but it would be foolish.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-29 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
What the Hell do you want from me, then? It ain't like I'm gonna be good company. Why do you need to tag along?

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
I want to make sure you're okay.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Too late. I'm not okay. I haven't been okay in going on four years. And nothing you can do is going to change that. Shit breaks sometimes. That's just how it is.

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Stop.

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
That's enough.

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
Atsumi might be gone now, and things might be looking good, but you can't keep doing this to yourself. It's not just about that. It's about this place, and what's going to happen to it. Atsumi didn't sacrifice herself for that.

You have to get better some time. If you don't, all that awaits you is the sanctity of death, and isn't that something you can look forward to?

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes I look forward to it more than others.

And if I knew how to get better, I would have done it already.

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Your body might not get better.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
How about you tell me something I don't know?

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
You have to get better in other ways, Shinjiro.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
I don't live on the street. I don't take persona suppressants. Went to class from the moment I hit the island to the moment I turned eighteen.

I'm better.

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Those are all good, but... that's not what I mean.

Ah, either way, I'm coming with.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-08-01 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Depends. You planning on getting within reach?

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-08-01 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't ask for any company! Just 'cause you're my friend doesn't mean I want to trip over you every time I'm in a bad mood. When Aki pulls this shit, I tell him he's not my mom, and then I hit him. Why should you get anything different?

[identity profile] downtorest.livejournal.com 2011-08-01 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
No one said I should be any different.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-08-01 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Then stay out of my way.

You want to make sure I'm okay? I'll be back before midnight, and after we get done with beating the crap out of Shadows for the night, you can drink with me till I'm not pissed off anymore.

[identity profile] manoamano.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Uh ... Senpai?

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Just 'cause I'm older than you doesn't mean I'm your senpai. There ain't shit you can learn from me, and the last thing you should do is follow my example. So get lost.

[identity profile] manoamano.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Jeez, dude ... all right, forget it.
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[personal profile] tastes 2011-07-30 09:17 am (UTC)(link)
HOW LONG H4V3 YOU B33N H3R3???

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-07-30 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Five months. What's it matter to you?
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[personal profile] expositional 2011-07-30 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a simple question. Try not to let your poor attitude ruin others.
tastes: (YOU 41NT COM1NG 1N)

[personal profile] tastes 2011-07-31 09:33 am (UTC)(link)
4R3 YOU H1S MO1R41L???
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[personal profile] expositional 2011-07-31 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not entirely sure what the word means, but I assume it fills a "quadrant" of which I've heard other representatives of your race mention frequently.
tastes: (D4NC3 W1TH M3)

[personal profile] tastes 2011-08-01 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
4S 1N TH3 ON3 K33P1NG H1M 1N L1N3!
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[personal profile] expositional 2011-08-02 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
No, we are merely acquaintances.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-08-01 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
If 'others' don't want to be ruined, they should stay the Hell away when I tell them to.
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[personal profile] expositional 2011-08-02 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Only pointing out your poor attitude could be contagious.

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-08-02 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
Ain't my problem.
tastes: (TH3R3S NO TWO W4Y 4BOUT 1T)

[personal profile] tastes 2011-07-31 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
3V3RYTH1NG, OF COURS3
FOR SOM3ON3 ON TH3 SC3NT OF TH1S UNS4VORY PLOT
V3RY P13C3 OF 1NFORM4T1ON 1S PR1C3L3SS!

[identity profile] orphan-moon.livejournal.com 2011-08-01 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I'm real happy for you.
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[personal profile] tastes 2011-08-01 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
YOUR HUM4N S4RC4SM 4ND L4CK OF COOP3R4T1ON H4S B33N NOT3D >:O
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