Yeah. So am I. Trust me. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be sitting here now. [ More specifically, if it weren't for Rose, but... he's been over that for some time. ] Will you tell me how to use it? How to harvest it?
Personally? I don't have any. I told you that there were remnants of Dalek technology on the island, didn't I? I want to use some of that. See, back in Cardiff in Torchwood, we would find alien tech and use it to arm humanity against what's coming. In this case, I want to use it to learn more about this place, to find out why we come here and maybe how we can get back.
Well... Some of us. [ He looks back over to Ianto, his expression saddened for a moment. ] I don't think I want to return. Not yet.
[ The Doctor follows Jack's eyes and speaks without thinking ] You don't have to. [ and he catches himself ] Go back, I mean. [ he taps his fingers on the table, fidgeting]
I had a thought earlier, when you said he remembered.
I was about to regenerate, the next incarnation was too when he showed up here. End of the line, and then we wake up here.
Maybe this place is being kind, at least in some cases. And if that's it then there's no rush, is there? You could have a lifetime here with Ianto and go back to the time and place you were in before you woke up here.
[ The smile on Jack's lips tells him that he likes the sentiment. He nods. ]
Like a purgatory of some kind. But I'm not sure I want to go back to a lifetime where I don't get to remember the life I had with someone I love. Now I ask you, is that kindness? Or is it cruelty?
Now, that's you assuming the worst case scenario. You know there's precedent of amnesia, but there's no telling if it's caused by leaving or by coming back.
That is true... I think if I could be sure I wouldn't forget.. I think maybe someday I could fathom going back. But I think, at least for now, helping everyone else get home would be the best thing to do. And I think by learning what I can about this place and using the island against itself, maybe I can do some good while I'm here.
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Well... Some of us. [ He looks back over to Ianto, his expression saddened for a moment. ] I don't think I want to return. Not yet.
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I had a thought earlier, when you said he remembered.
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Go on. What did you think of?
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Maybe this place is being kind, at least in some cases. And if that's it then there's no rush, is there? You could have a lifetime here with Ianto and go back to the time and place you were in before you woke up here.
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Like a purgatory of some kind. But I'm not sure I want to go back to a lifetime where I don't get to remember the life I had with someone I love. Now I ask you, is that kindness? Or is it cruelty?
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