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it really fuckin wwears on you wwhen all efforts fail

wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else

from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver

all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age

this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay

obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me

so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect

BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER

im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit

no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper

im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore

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DON'T ASK.

ok.

OH WHAT THE FUCK
I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SHIT
I'M NOT THE MALADJUSTED SOCIAL FAILURE WHO DECIDES THE ROOM FULL OF CORPSES IS A GREAT FUCKING PLACE TO ACT ON RETARDED IMPULSES.

Edited 2011-08-14 22:11 (UTC)

i have no idea what you are talking about, because i didn't ask!

jeez karkat, defensive much?

SHUT UP
I KNOW YOU, EGBERT
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT MEANT

what did it mean?

YOU WERE IMPLYING SOME RIDICULOUS DALLYING NONSENSE REGARDING THIS TERMINALLY DEFECTIVE INDIVIDUAL AND MYSELF.

wwell maybe he wwas thinkin so for a reason kar

AND WHAT FUCKING REASON IS THAT.

you tell me

I DON'T KNOW
BECAUSE THERE IS NO FUCKING REASON

i just said ok, i wouldn't ask! you are the one being soooooooo suspicious...

you think so

i am not talking to you.

OH I GET IT
YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO GET ME TO FLIP MY SHIT FOR NO REASON
I'VE GOT SOME SORRY FUCKING NEWS FOR YOU
IT'S NOT GONNA WORK

haha, i am just messing with you!

EXACTLY.
I KNEW IT.
YOU KNEW ALL ALONG THIS WASN'T THE FUCKING TRUTH
AND I'D NEVER HAVE A RED RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE AS RIDICULOUS AS THIS HIPSTER DOUCHE
DON'T ENCOURAGE HIM

i never said you would! you are the one that keeps bringing it up. so weird, karkat. so weird!!!

THE ONLY REASON THIS IS A PROBLEM IS BECAUSE IF THIS ASSHOLE KEEPS GOING AROUND KISSING PEOPLE AGAINST THEIR WILL, WE'RE ALL GOING TO HAVE TO LOOK INTO THOSE HUMAN HARNESS DECREES
AND I MIGHT FUCKING DO IT ANYWAY
I'M SERIOUS
DON'T SAY ANYTHING THAT MIGHT ENCOURAGE HIM

wait, what.

I'M NOT REPEATING MYSELF.

i thought this was an elaborate joke...

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kar quit braggin

WHAT FUCKING PLANET ARE YOU EVEN FROM
DID YOU EVEN READ WHAT I WROTE

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