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thoughtformed2011-08-14 05:49 pm
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it really fuckin wwears on you wwhen all efforts fail
wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else
from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver
all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age
this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay
obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me
so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect
BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER
im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit
no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper
im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore
wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else
from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver
all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age
this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay
obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me
so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect
BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER
im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit
no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper
im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore
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THAT WHOLE FUCKED UP DREAM THING HAPPENED TO YOU TOO?
I MEAN YOU HAD YOUR OWN
AND YOU WEREN'T JUST FUCKING CRASHING MINE
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NO ONE SAID ANYTHING ABOUT YOU NOT HAVING ANYTHING BETTER TO DO
BUT JUDGING BY HOW YOU WROTE THIS ENTIRE POST TO BEGIN WITH
I'M THINKING IT'D BE PRETTY FUCKING VALID IF I ACCUSED YOU OF THAT
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WHATEVER
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OH SHIT, NOW THE TRUTH IS OUT!
I'M FAILING TO SEE HOW THAT MAKES THINGS BETTER
INSTEAD OF SOMEHOW EVEN MORE INCREDIBLY FUCKED UP
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FACT TWO: THERE'S NO "US" IN THAT.
FACT THREE: I HAVE NO STUPID ASSHOLE'S BLUE CLUE WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE GETTING AT.
FACT FOUR: MAKE SOME FUCKING SENSE.
FACT FIVE: FACT FOUR WASN'T A FUCKING FACT, BUT DO IT ANYWAY.
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THAT'S ME HITTING MY LESS ANNOYING SOUNDING BUZZER IN TO ANSWER THIS FOR YOU SINCE YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVE NO CLUE
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KARKAT BRISKLY ACCELERATES UP THE ECHELADDER OF SOCIAL COMPREHENSION.
SOMEHOW DESPITE HIM BEING THE BEST AT THIS SHIT, NO ONE FUCKING SAW THAT ONE COMING
WOW!
HE LEAVES HIS COMPETITION, FUCKRUCKUS AMPORASSHOLE, STANDING IN A HOLE IN THE FUCKING GROUND BECAUSE HE'S BEEN SCALING IT BACKWARDS
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