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thoughtformed2011-08-14 05:49 pm
squidissension) wrote in thoughtformed2011-08-14 05:49 pm
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it really fuckin wwears on you wwhen all efforts fail
wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else
from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver
all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age
this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay
obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me
so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect
BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER
im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit
no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper
im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore
wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else
from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver
all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age
this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay
obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me
so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect
BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER
im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit
no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper
im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore
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JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM PISSES ME OFF
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or future karkat???
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BUT ESPECIALLY FCG
HE'S ABOUT TO FUCK SOMETHING UP
I JUST FUCKING KNOW IT
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IT'S OVERDUE IF YOU ASK ME AND I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
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at least he cant yell at you for it this time???
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I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO HAVE ANY WARNING AT ALL.
HE'S PROBABLY LEFT A HUGE FUCKING MESS.
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im sure everything will be ok!!!! :)
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EVEN IF THE CIRCUMSTANCES ARE COMPLETELY DISMAL
HOW YOU AND EGBERT MAINTAIN THIS RIDICULOUS OPTIMISM I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE.
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you didnt leave any for us! :P
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