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[splashes]

-Even if our leader is swearing on )(is silly nubs t)(at )(e does not know w)(at )(appened...
I believe it goes wit)(out saying t)(at I am not t)(e -Empress.
I was never going to be!
Besides t)(e memories, w)(ic)( I can't really explain, t)(e t)(ing t)(at I s)(are wit)( )(er is a blood color.
And my lusus! Before s)(e died too.
Knowing t)(at, )(owever, and being in a w)(ole new place w)(ere I am sure t)(is was not supposed to )(appen at all...
I t)(ink w)(at I needed to say was...

I'm sorry.

PRIVATE TO ERIDAN, SOLLUX, KARKAT, ARADIA

Really sorry.

Comments

[riseup]

you really cannot judge troll culture the same way.
i know it is hard, believe me, i know.
but you have to understand that they grew up differently.
does it make it ok? no.
but you have to understand.

[riseup]

no. i actually don't agree with him.
i am not saying murder is ok, and yes it is normal to be freaked out about it, but...
trolls are different.
we all need to learn to understand each other.
bluh. i am getting a headache.

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

If even you admit it's not OK, then why are you still defending them? Plenty of people grow up in crappy cultures and environments and they manage to not go around killing people.

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

But she grows up to be this empress, right? Isn't that what this week of complete lunacy was all about? People randomly growing up or down into their older or younger selves?

good job, eridumbass.

[riseup]

HOPY SHIT, ERIDAN!
ok, i have had it up to here.
do you want people to hate you?
and before you make it weird, i don't mean the sexy kind of hate. kismewhatever.
i mean the kind of hate where they think you are a bad person.
because you aren't.
i do not like you. i want to, but i think we are very different people.
but are you a bad person?
no!!!
people are trying to stick up for you.
people are trying to make sure that other people DON'T hate you.
and you stomp all over it.
you don't have to pretend like you were useless! you can admit that you were there.
but protip: when we are trying to defend you, don't make us look like idiots.
don't threaten people who already think poorly of you, don't make this worse for yourself!
and don't be surprised when people, especially regular humans, react badly to you saying stuff like that.
is it possible for you to shut up? ever???
we are doing you a favor.
please please please just take it. you do not even have to say thank you. just take it and shut the fuck up.

[riseup]

oh my god, i swear if you turn this into a weird hatemance thing, i will never talk to you again.

[riseup]

because they are my friends.
because we have to work together.
a lot of their culture is based on murder.
i'm not saying it is easy to understand, but just... please try.

[reanimated]

Hey hey hey OI, stop arguing with shite kids about morals and come kill this bottle of tequila with me

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

Then explain it to me, if you know so much about it.

[ihateyouetc]

SHE DOESN'T GROW UP TO BE THE EMPRESS
BECAUSE THE EMPRESS WAS ALIVE WAY BEFORE ANY OF US WERE BORN
AND BEFORE EVERYTHING HAPPENED AND WE CAME HERE
WE WERE LEAD TO BELIEVE THE EMPRESS WAS STILL ALIVE???

[ihateyouetc]

IT'S REALLY FUCKING CONFUSING
AND SHE'S A HORRIBLE EXAMPLE FOR THIS
SO I'LL JUST SAY THE GUY WHO I WAS
SINCE I'VE ACTUALLY GOT EXPERIENCE WITH THAT
WAS DEAD FOR HUNDREDS OF SWEEPS
SHIT
PROBABLY THOUSANDS??? I DON'T KNOW.

[ihateyouetc]

JUST. I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT OUR LINK IS TO THOSE ASSHOLES BUT IT'S NOT OUR FUTURE
ERIDAN'S STILL A DOUCHE SO THINK WHATEVER YOU WANT ABOUT HIM
I DON'T EVEN GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME
BUT PLEASE DON'T THINK BADLY ABOUT FEFERI

[tastes]

4POLOGY 4CC3PT3D!!
THOUGH 3V3RYON3 4S1D3 FROM TH3 HUM4N K4RK4T 1S SCR34M1NG 4T 4LR34DY KNOWS YOU WOULDNT DO SOM3TH1NG L1K3 TH4T >:O

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

... You really care about her that much.

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

I'm skipping over most of the rest of that because it makes no sense whatsoever, but ... she must be a damn good friend to you.

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

You don't even like me, and yet you care enough about her to care if I like her.

[ihateyouetc]

LOOK, IT'S NOT LIKE I EVEN HATE YOU OR ANYTHING
THAT WHOLE OFF-PUTTING ASSHOLE SHIT?
NOBODY'S ACTUALLY DONE IT TO ME BEFORE, BUT I FUCKING GET IT.

[ihateyouetc]

AND I CAN GET HOW IT'S KIND OF FREAKISH FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND
AND HOW MOST OTHER NORMAL HUMANS WHO HAVEN'T BEEN HERE LONG WOULD PROBABLY JUST BE FREAKING THE FUCK OUT
INSTEAD OF LIKE, BEING CALM ABOUT IT
BUT IF IT WAS ANY OTHER TROLL I PROBABLY WOULDN'T BE ARGUING THIS MUCH
AND I PROBABLY WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE SAID ALL OF THE SHIT I JUST SAID.
FEFERI'S NOT EVEN JUST A GOOD FRIEND. SHE'S A GOOD PERSON

[ihateyouetc]

I CAN'T SAY THE SAME ABOUT ERIDAN
AND I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO BOTHER DEFENDING HIM
BEYOND SAYING WHOEVER THE FUCK HE WAS ISN'T WHO HE IS
BUT OTHER THAN THAT, THAT GUY'S STILL AN ASSHOLE.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.

[ihateyouetc]

BECAUSE THREATENING SOMEBODY IN THE NAME OF THE TROLL WE'RE ALL DEFENDING IS DEFINITELY GOING TO MAKE A STELLAR IMPRESSION
WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT FIRST?????
THANKS A FUCKING LOT, ASSHOLE.

[notvictorious]

I have homework.

[notvictorious]

Sorry, you probably deon't need to hear more weird stuff

[ihateyouetc]

[ihateyouetc]

HUH.

NOT HELPING.

[ihateyouetc]

SO YOU CAN GET THAT PISSED OFF.