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[splashes]

-Even if our leader is swearing on )(is silly nubs t)(at )(e does not know w)(at )(appened...
I believe it goes wit)(out saying t)(at I am not t)(e -Empress.
I was never going to be!
Besides t)(e memories, w)(ic)( I can't really explain, t)(e t)(ing t)(at I s)(are wit)( )(er is a blood color.
And my lusus! Before s)(e died too.
Knowing t)(at, )(owever, and being in a w)(ole new place w)(ere I am sure t)(is was not supposed to )(appen at all...
I t)(ink w)(at I needed to say was...

I'm sorry.

PRIVATE TO ERIDAN, SOLLUX, KARKAT, ARADIA

Really sorry.

Comments

[ihateyouetc]

SORRY.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE A COLOSSAL ASSHOLE.
THERE'S A LOT OF SHIT THAT KIND OF CHANGES EVERYTHING IF IT'S TRUE
EVEN IF I KEEP SAYING IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING
I THINK I'M PROBABLY JUST TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF
OR I'M JUST LYING TO MYSELF
AND I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT.
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
I JUST THOUGHT YOU DESERVED SOME KIND OF ANSWER BETTER THAN "DEAL WITH IT"
SINCE YOU WEREN'T TRYING TO BE A DICK TO ANYONE.

[notvictorious]

You weren't any worse than normal.

Sorry if I seemed like a jerk.