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[Kaworu is curled into the fetal position, three feet off the ground in the middle of the room. Most of the furniture is currently pressed against the far wall, either splintering to pieces or grinding its way into the plaster, as the light ripples around it in a strange octagonal pattern. The phone is forgotten on the floor, beneath him and off to one side.

Kaworu is repeating the same thing, again and again.]

I don’t understand! I... I don’t understand.

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Nagisa-kun??

Ah, this is...!

Ikari!

What's happening to me?

[Kaworu's voice, usually mild and pleasant, devoid of strong emotion, is a choked and panicked shout, and he curls in tighter on himself.]

It's part of what I told you... Nagisa-kun, you have to calm down!

How can I do that? Ikari, if this is what I am and what I'm for, why am I alive?

I don't know!! But if you're here it must be for a reason, right??

What's... what is happening to me right now?

It's... hard to explain... It's called an AT field, and the only way to stop it is for you to do it!

I don't understand....

I know, but you have to trust me! If you don't calm down, it will be really dangerous for everyone around.

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what dont you understand??

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What I am. How I exist. How I could be this person... this thing!

what would you rather be instead?

Human.

oh
why is human preferable?

I don't want to destroy anything!!

i dont follow your leap in logic
can you explain?

Before I was here , that was -- my friend said that I tried-- and now everything is breaking around me, and this isn't what I want!

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Ah! Wh-what's wrong? Are you all right?

I'm dangerous. You should stay away.

[Ok, not denying that...] I won't come if you don't want me to, but... Are you hurt? Do you have someone with you?

I...

Someone is coming.

And you trust them, right? I think I could get my sister to defend you, if you're in trouble!

I... whatever is happening... I have a friend coming.

And they'll help me stop it.

Ok... ok, good. If you're sure you don't need someone else... I-I mean, I wouldn't mind, if you think it would help!

I might hurt you. Stay away.

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