Neither do I, but we need to, regardless. A bit of honesty could do us both a lot of good, Derek. You are my Nephew, the only family I have left. I want to help you. You make that spectacularly difficult.
I'm sorry. For everything. I wasn't thinking clearly. I acted irrationally. I spent far too long trapped in my own body with nothing to keep me company but the flames and the screaming of our family. I was foolish. It was not my best moment and I have no desire to repeat my mistakes, nor do I wish to be an alpha again.
[Except he still is, a bit. Hm.]
I have been avoiding you because I am weaker now. You are stronger than I am and I was concerned you might react... impulsively.
There. That feels much better. The floor is all yours.
You're kidding, right? You're lucky I don't find you and cut your throat now. [ He huffs, glancing off screen, probably at someone, if the jostling of the camera is any indication. ] You killed my sister. I'm supposed to just forgive you for that? I can barely even forgive myself.
I'm not asking for forgiveness, Derek. I doubt I'll ever be able to forgive myself for what I did. I'm not proud of it. But we can not change the past. We should look to the future, instead.
I am proud of you Derek. Your pack here... well... it is an improvement over your attempt to cook up werewolves out of every self-esteem deprived adolescent in town, at least. Still a bit disjointed and small, but we all have to start somewhere.
And there is the little matter of my... not being considered a fictional person like the rest of you. Rather interesting if I do say so, myself. It appears no one has ever come here quite this way before. Not on record at least.
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Dammit, Stiles.
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PRIVATE because oh god embarassing
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Action;
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...alright, let's just call it "alpha". He should offer help.]
Need a silencing spell?
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[Hey, he knows about territorial werewolves.]
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Well, now.
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[Except he still is, a bit. Hm.]
I have been avoiding you because I am weaker now. You are stronger than I am and I was concerned you might react... impulsively.
There. That feels much better. The floor is all yours.
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I'm not asking for forgiveness, Derek. I doubt I'll ever be able to forgive myself for what I did. I'm not proud of it. But we can not change the past. We should look to the future, instead.
I am proud of you Derek. Your pack here... well... it is an improvement over your attempt to cook up werewolves out of every self-esteem deprived adolescent in town, at least. Still a bit disjointed and small, but we all have to start somewhere.
And there is the little matter of my... not being considered a fictional person like the rest of you. Rather interesting if I do say so, myself. It appears no one has ever come here quite this way before. Not on record at least.
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