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Um...

This is going to be kind of a weird question. Sorry... I don't know how else to ask it. I guess you could say I grew up a little ... differently from everyone else. And I don't think I learned the same things everyone else did.

How do you figure out... when you're feeling something? How do you know what that feeling is? I always have trouble telling the difference...

How do you learn something like that?

:(

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[ricinbeans]

So if you feel happy you don't know if you really feel happy or not.

1/goddamnit jesse

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actually no that's it

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Um.

Like I said, it's hard to explain, but...

Yes?

[ricinbeans]

I think you kinda just gotta go with what your heart tells you? That sounds lame but you know what I mean. Or, uh, you don't.

Trust your gut? Don't think too hard about it? I don't really know what I'm gettin' at here.

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Jesse...

This was a mistake. I'm sorry. I'm just confusing you.

[ricinbeans]

What? Did I say something wrong? No, come on, I'm not confused. I wanna help you out.

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You didn't. I just...

...

This might be easier to explain in person. If you're not busy...?

[ricinbeans]

Yeah, probably would be. I'm just kickin' it at my place, you know my door's always open.

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Okay. I can be there in ten minutes?