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Uhh... hello?

[Terra's voice is a little quiet. After a pause just long enough to be awkward, he clears his throat.]

I'm... not sure what I should be saying here. They told me I would meet other... [Another pause, where he struggles with the word "fictionals".] ... people like me. I guess I should introduce myself? I don't think I'm doing a very good job here.

[Another nervous throat-clearing.]

My name is Terra, and I--.. [He hesitates. He's not supposed to talk too much about what he is or where he's from. Those are the rules, back home, and even if those rules don't apply now, he can't bring himself to break them.]

... I have no idea what I'm doing.

[The voice feed ends a little abruptly.]

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[The news is shocking and makes her want to take a step back. He doesn't know what happened. Should she even be the one to tell him? Dare to ruin their reunion by telling him Xehanort possessed him and threw them both into Darkness, where she gave up her armor and keyblade for him?

Or that Ven was in a dreamless sleep...]

We...did more than fight them.

[She bows her head, lower lip trembling but she forces herself to hold it in.] Terra...I lost you and Ven. Things happened and I wasn't able to do more...and I'm so sorry.

[Terra's heart shatters right there. Everything he worked for, everything he kept pent-up to take on Xehanort at the end... It wasn't enough. Or was he too reckless in battle? He knows he must have screwed up somehow. In any case, he knows now that he wasn't strong enough in the end.]

Aqua...

[His hands move to her shoulders, and stay firm there.]

You shouldn't have had to clean up my mistakes. I put us so much further into danger than I could see when it was happening. I don't blame you for any of this. I blame my own blindness.

[They were both strong, but Xehanort was stronger. He had a plan all along on how to break them apart. No matter what they did, or how hard they fought...they couldn't fight their own fates.

As his hands move down to her shoulders to steady her she can't bring herself to look at him.]

It was not your fault. Xehanort manipulated all of us. I can't blame you for what happened. I can only blame myself. [For letting him and Ven slip through her grasp, not doing enough to protect them.

What's plaguing her mind now is how or even if she should tell Terra everything. But, it was too soon for that. As it is she's risking a lot by holding him. She knows there's remnants of Darkness still clinging to her form from being in its Realm for so long.]

If you can't blame me, you can't blame yourself. Like you said, he manipulated us, and he--...

[Terra shakes his head.]

I did worse things than all of you. What happened to the Master was my fault. Even if he was trying to destroy Ventus, I shouldn't have been so quick to attack my own father.

[He reaches to brush his fingers along her cheek, trying to get her to look up at him.]

I know you, and I might not know what happened, but I know you would have done everything you possibly could have...

[Aqua has to bite down her tongue as her emotions well up inside of her, threatening to break her facade. She barely pulls herself back from that edge upon feeling his fingers brush her cheek. She blinks her eyes rapidly, forcing back the tears that want to come down her face.

He doesn't even know half the things she did in the hopes he would be safe, find his path again and maybe, see him one final time. But that wasn't the case here.

It takes her a long moment before she takes a deep breath to look up at her friend.]

And I wish I could've done more. [Her words are whispered in a hushed voice, trying to contain her heartache.]

[Terra's expression is apologetic, sympathetic, and colored with a determination to make things better.]

If you couldn't have, that's not your fault. And besides... you know nothing can keep us apart. You, me, and Ventus... We're a team.

[She slowly nods her head and takes another slow, controlled breath. Yes, they were a team, but she's having a hard time accepting that. She wants to protect them, keep them safe so they won't ever lose one another again.]

I know. [Another whispered reply as she starts to hug and hold him again. She's missed him so much to the point where it's hard for her to let go. Afraid if she does, he might slip through her fingers again.]

[Terra accepts and returns the gesture, going back to just holding her in his arms.]

I'm grateful to you... Even though you were mad at me, you hadn't given up on me.

[Her hold on him tightens right then, closing her eyes to hold back the tears.]

...I could never give up on you.

[His own grip tightens at her response. He doesn't know what else to add to that, so he just keeps his mouth shut.]

[Aqua's lower lip is trembling, finding it harder to keep herself from shedding more than a few tears. She presses her forehead into his shoulder, holding him tightly as she does her best to calm down.]

... You can let it out.

[He runs fingers through her hair, trying to comfort her. He didn't get some of the opportunities a lot of guy friends get to comfort a girl his age. To be honest, he didn't really get any of them, but now that he has his first real chance to be her literal crying shoulder, he's more than happy to do it.]

[When she hears those words she stiffens, ready to tell him she's fine and doesn't need to cry over something like this. She's managed to hold up this long, she can wait until she's in the privacy of her own room to let her feelings out. Aqua shakes her head, trying to take in another deep breath that starts to sound like the beginnings of a sob. A tear starts to fall down her face, then another.]

Shh... [His voice takes on a gentle tone that he doesn't use often.]

It's okay, Aqua.

[She shakes her head. No, its not okay. It's not okay that she's crying because what will her tears do? They won't wake Ven up and they won't undo what's happened. But she can't stop crying. There's another intake of breath followed by another sob as more tears come down her face.]

It's not...it's not okay..[She whispers, swallowing the lump forming in her throat.]

I've missed you..I've missed you so much. [He's her best friend. The persons he could always turn to. He's been gone from her life for what felt like years. To finally have him back...it was a mixture of happiness and heartache at once.]

I'm here now... And Ven could be, too. I told you, nothing can tear the three of us apart.

[He meant it when he said it before the fight, and he means it now. No matter what happened back home, they'll get through it... and they'll be together.]

[Aqua nods her head, letting a few more tears fall before she starts to calm down.]

We'll always be together. [She sounds better there and managed to get some of her feelings out through crying.]

Always...

[He waits for her to break the hug, making sure she's had as much support as she needs.]

[It'll be a long minute before she starts to pull her back. Her hand goes up to rid herself of any remaining tears.]

..Sorry for your shirt...I think it's a little wet now.

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