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[squidissension]

it really fuckin wwears on you wwhen all efforts fail

wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else

from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver

all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age

this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay

obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me

so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect

BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER

im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit

no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper

im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore

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[squidissension]

exactly

[coloredstrings]

ummmmm..... wow
i was not expecting that!!!

[squidissension]

wwell i wwasnt gonna run around tellin evvery wwitch wworth half her salt wwater but kar seemed keen on announcin it for some reason evven though it wwas nothin

[coloredstrings]

argh
could you please stop calling me a witch????
i have a name :(

[squidissension]

im callin you by your fuckin title you should be grateful im deignin to evven address you at all

[coloredstrings]

bluhhh
titles dont matter anymore!!!
so whats the point of using them?

[squidissension]

wwhats the point a holdin onto the last vvestiges a wwhere wwere from and wwhat wwe are

[squidissension]

i dont knoww wwitch you tell me

[riseup]

right??? what the hell!

[coloredstrings]

ummm i guess its a troll romance thing????
karkat tried to explain it to me once, but it didnt make a lot of sense!
maybe theyre kissmessy thingies now??

[riseup]

haha, i guess i could see that! karkat and eridan, sitting in a hate-tree...

[squidissension]

really you can

[riseup]

well, he sure does hate you!

[coloredstrings]

hehehe
hate k-i-s-s-i-n-g!!!!
ummm first comes hate, then comes hate marriage.....

[ihateyouetc]

OOPS, LOOKS LIKE SOMEBODY HAS NO CLUE WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT!

[ihateyouetc]

DO YOU NEED A REFRESHER, JADE.
I DON'T LIKE REPEATING MYSELF BUT FOR YOU I'LL MAKE A PRETTY HEFTY FUCKING EXCEPTION

[ihateyouetc]

AND I'LL BE SURE YOU'RE DELICATELY SCHOOLFED WITH MY VAST WEALTH OF KNOWLEDGE ON THIS TOPIC ONCE AGAIN BECAUSE I'M SUCH A GREAT GUY.

[coloredstrings]

oh
no thats ok...... >_>

[ihateyouetc]

YEAH, NEITHER WAS I

[coloredstrings]

wow....
wow!!!
are you in hatelove with him now or something???? :o

[ihateyouetc]

OH WHAT THE FUCK

[ihateyouetc]

I DON'T BELIEVE I EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS

[ihateyouetc]

NO, JADE.
I'M NOT IN "HATELOVE" WITH ERIDAN

[squidissension]

obvviously

[coloredstrings]

hehehe :)))
of course youre not!!!!
because that would be
ummm
hate-cheating on yourself???