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-Even if our leader is swearing on )(is silly nubs t)(at )(e does not know w)(at )(appened...
I believe it goes wit)(out saying t)(at I am not t)(e -Empress.
I was never going to be!
Besides t)(e memories, w)(ic)( I can't really explain, t)(e t)(ing t)(at I s)(are wit)( )(er is a blood color.
And my lusus! Before s)(e died too.
Knowing t)(at, )(owever, and being in a w)(ole new place w)(ere I am sure t)(is was not supposed to )(appen at all...
I t)(ink w)(at I needed to say was...

I'm sorry.

PRIVATE TO ERIDAN, SOLLUX, KARKAT, ARADIA

Really sorry.

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)(owever, t)(is is unlike t)(e dreams or memories w)(ic)( I was able to visit wit)(in somet)(ing like t)(e dream bubbles.
So I just feel t)(at it is really important I say sorry to you.
-Even at t)(e risk of your ridiculous arguing.
I'm not sure w)(y.

ALL OF THESE ARE PRIVATE OK. LAUGHABLY PRIVATE, BUT PRIVATE NONETHELESS.

[ihateyouetc]

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I THINK ANYMORE

[ihateyouetc]

THAT GUY KNEW WHO I WAS
LIKE, HE ACTUALLY KNEW WHO I WAS
NOT MY NAME OR ANYTHING RIGHT AWAY
HE DIDN'T KNOW THAT UNTIL HE FIGURED IT OUT SINCE EVERYONE KEPT CALLING ME KARKAT

[ihateyouetc]

UH
I MEAN CALLING HIM KARKAT

[ihateyouetc]

HE DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING SPECIFIC
OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT
BUT HE KNEW ABOUT ME
HOW THE FUCK DID HE KNOW ABOUT ME

CLEARLY THE MOST PRIVATE.

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Gluuuuub. After all t)(ese outrageous time s)(enanigans, you would t)(ink t)(at we would get t)(e )(ang of t)(is sooner or later! 38/
So ok, it would only make sense for t)(e -Empress to know of my existence.
We coexisted in t)(e same time frame, after all.
But in your case, it is quite different!

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Do you believe in w)(at is said about t)(e ancestors?
W)(ic)( is w)(at I assume t)(is w)(ole mess was about...
-Eridan always was feet over fins for t)(at Orp)(aner Dualscar guy.

THE MOST PRIVATE IN THE FUCKING WORLD.

[ihateyouetc]

I DIDN'T, BUT IT'D BE PRETTY FUCKING HARD TO DENY IT AFTER THAT.

[ihateyouetc]

I DON'T CARE IF IT'S TRUE
HE DID HIS SHIT HIS WAY AND I'LL DO MY SHIT MY WAY
WHICHEVER ONE OF US FUCKS UP LESS AT THE END WINS, I GUESS.

[ihateyouetc]

WHAT BOTHERS ME IS
HE DIDN'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT THAT TROLL WHO LOOKED LIKE ARADIA
BUT HE TALKED TO HER LIKE HE KNEW HER
AND HE SAID HE DID KNOW HER
AND BEFORE HE DIED HE REMEMBERED WHEN THE ASSHOLE KILLING HIM WAS HIS FRIEND TOO
WHICH I'M PRETTY FUCKING SURE NEVER HAPPENED

[ihateyouetc]

I FEEL LIKE THAT GUY WAS CERTIFIED SHITHIVE PSYCHO.

THIS SHIT IS LIKE AREA 51. WITH ACTUAL ALIENS.

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A)(, I figured you would say somet)(ing like t)(at.

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But w)(at if )(e was not "SHITHIVE PSYCHO" as you say?

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AND I KNOW W)(AT YOU AR-E PROBABLY T)(INKING
But )(ear me out for a minute!
I t)(ink )(e knew somet)(ing t)(at was really important.
More t)(an knowing about t)(e future t)(at was not )(is, )(e knew somet)(ing about t)(e past too!
T)(e -Empress knew t)(is as well.
At least t)(at is t)(e impression I got.
-Err, even if I was not "me" at t)(e time.
And...

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W)(at )(e knew, s)(e did not like.