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[splashes]

-Even if our leader is swearing on )(is silly nubs t)(at )(e does not know w)(at )(appened...
I believe it goes wit)(out saying t)(at I am not t)(e -Empress.
I was never going to be!
Besides t)(e memories, w)(ic)( I can't really explain, t)(e t)(ing t)(at I s)(are wit)( )(er is a blood color.
And my lusus! Before s)(e died too.
Knowing t)(at, )(owever, and being in a w)(ole new place w)(ere I am sure t)(is was not supposed to )(appen at all...
I t)(ink w)(at I needed to say was...

I'm sorry.

PRIVATE TO ERIDAN, SOLLUX, KARKAT, ARADIA

Really sorry.

Comments

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

She threatened to kill me. That's close enough for me.

DAMMIT FEFERI HE ADMITTED IT PUBLIC FOR YOU

[ihateyouetc]

WOW, FUCKING EXCUSE ME!
I HAD NO FUCKING CLUE I WAS DEALING WITH SOMEONE WHO WENT THROUGH SOMETHING TERRIBLE AND TRAUMATIC!
SHIT, I GUESS SPENDING TIME AS ONE OF THE GUYS WHO THE EMPRESS ORDERED KILLED
AND THEN GETTING SKEWERED AND THEN BLEEDING TO DEATH SLOWLY IS NO HUGE THING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M TALKING ABOUT WHEN I SAY IT WASN'T HER.

s-sob karkat

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

... What?

[ihateyouetc]

YEAH, I DIDN'T MISTYPE.
I DON'T REALLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANY MORE THAN THAT.

[ihateyouetc]

LOOK, FEFERI ISN'T BAD, OK???
AND WE'RE NOT GOING TO LET ERIDAN DO ANYTHING TO YOU.

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

Excuse me, but aren't you the one who's been ranting at me for the past couple of days about how all of you are unpredictable alien killing machines and we pathetic humans are stupid for not understanding that?

[ihateyouetc]

OK FINE, I GUESS THAT WAS A THING I DID
AND A THING I SAID
EXCEPT THE PATHETIC HUMANS PART
BUT IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVEN'T SAID SHIT LIKE THAT BEFORE SO I GUESS IT'S STILL KIND OF TRUE

[ihateyouetc]

BUT LOOK, ONLY A COUPLE OF US LEFT ARE UNPREDICTABLE KILLING MACHINES, OK???
AND FEFERI ISN'T ONE OF THEM
THE EMPRESS WAS, BUT FEFERI ISN'T HER
FEFERI'S THE MOST PEACEFUL OUT OF ALL OF US.

[squidissension]

[ihateyouetc]

OH GOD WHY ARE YOU EVEN
UGH
YOU KNOW WHAT
FORGET IT

[squidissension]

i wwouldnt kill you that wwould be pointless

[ihateyouetc]

CAN WE STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS HERE.

[squidissension]

sounds like somebody ought to fuckin finish the job

[ihateyouetc]

DON'T THREATEN HER.
OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T GET WHAT'S GOING ON
EVEN WE BARELY KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON.

[squidissension]

wwe knoww you dont fuckin talk back to fef wwithout a price

[ihateyouetc]

BECAUSE THERE'S NO BETTER WAY TO SAY "HEY, FEFERI DOESN'T WANT TO KILL ANYONE" THAN TO FUCKING THREATEN TO KILL A HUMAN WHO DOUBTS THAT FEFERI DOESN'T WANT TO KILL ANYONE.
STEP THE FUCK OFF AND STOP MAKING THIS WORSE
NOT EVERYONE WANTS TO PRETEND THEY WERE WHOEVER THE FUCK THEY WERE FOR ALMOST A GODDAMN WEEK.

[squidissension]

yeah cause youre really fixin evverything right noww wwith your usual rantin

[misery-chic.livejournal.com]

Maybe you ought to get your hearing checked.

[riseup]

dude, why are you making it harder for people to accept that you weren't the one who did this???

[squidissension]

noww i havve to pretend like i wwas as useless as vvri for this shit i knoww wwhat happened i remember it i wwas there

good job, eridumbass.

[riseup]

HOPY SHIT, ERIDAN!
ok, i have had it up to here.
do you want people to hate you?
and before you make it weird, i don't mean the sexy kind of hate. kismewhatever.
i mean the kind of hate where they think you are a bad person.
because you aren't.
i do not like you. i want to, but i think we are very different people.
but are you a bad person?
no!!!
people are trying to stick up for you.
people are trying to make sure that other people DON'T hate you.
and you stomp all over it.
you don't have to pretend like you were useless! you can admit that you were there.
but protip: when we are trying to defend you, don't make us look like idiots.
don't threaten people who already think poorly of you, don't make this worse for yourself!
and don't be surprised when people, especially regular humans, react badly to you saying stuff like that.
is it possible for you to shut up? ever???
we are doing you a favor.
please please please just take it. you do not even have to say thank you. just take it and shut the fuck up.

[riseup]

oh my god, i swear if you turn this into a weird hatemance thing, i will never talk to you again.

[splashes]

-Eridan, clip your nub and keep your gills out of t)(is!
Please.
S)(e is not to blame )(ere.

[squidissension]

nobody talks to you like that

[splashes]

S)(e can talk )(ow s)(e wants!!
God. Nobody is going to be able to )(elp or understand eac)( ot)(er like t)(is.
We cannot just go around t)(reatening and yelling at everyone!