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[splashes]

-Even if our leader is swearing on )(is silly nubs t)(at )(e does not know w)(at )(appened...
I believe it goes wit)(out saying t)(at I am not t)(e -Empress.
I was never going to be!
Besides t)(e memories, w)(ic)( I can't really explain, t)(e t)(ing t)(at I s)(are wit)( )(er is a blood color.
And my lusus! Before s)(e died too.
Knowing t)(at, )(owever, and being in a w)(ole new place w)(ere I am sure t)(is was not supposed to )(appen at all...
I t)(ink w)(at I needed to say was...

I'm sorry.

PRIVATE TO ERIDAN, SOLLUX, KARKAT, ARADIA

Really sorry.

Comments

[ihateyouetc]

SINCE I DID TOO.

[notvictorious]

What did you fail at? Everybody's here, aren't they?

[ihateyouetc]

DO YOU WANT A FUCKING LIST
WE'LL BE HERE ALL DAMN NIGHT AND DAY.

[notvictorious]

Nathan does have enough tequila for that.

[ihateyouetc]

I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO BOTHER WITH SMALL DETAILS
BUT IT'S MY GODDAMN FAULT JOHN'S SESSION FAILED
AND IT'S MY FUCKING FAULT WE ULTIMATELY FAILED
JUST ARRIVING HERE ON SOME SHITTY ISLAND DOESN'T MEAN I DIDN'T FUCK EVERYTHING UP.

[notvictorious]

There has to be a reason we're here, why other people showed up and disappeared.

[ihateyouetc]

YEAH? I THINK THERE'S NO POINT TO ANY OF THE SHIT GOING ON HERE
INCLUDING WHO APPEARS, WHO DISAPPEARS, AND ETC. IT'D BE REALLY FUCKING NICE IF THERE WAS
BUT I'M WILLING TO BET ALL MY GREEN HUMAN DOLLAR BUCKS THAT THE ANSWER IS MORE LIKE "WHO THE HELL KNOWS. HEY, RANDOMLY, HERE'S A FUCKING PUPPY."

[ihateyouetc]

GOD, I'M TOO FUCKING TIRED FOR THIS.

[notvictorious]

Get some sleep, Karkat.

[ihateyouetc]

SORRY.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE A COLOSSAL ASSHOLE.
THERE'S A LOT OF SHIT THAT KIND OF CHANGES EVERYTHING IF IT'S TRUE
EVEN IF I KEEP SAYING IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING
I THINK I'M PROBABLY JUST TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF
OR I'M JUST LYING TO MYSELF
AND I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT.
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
I JUST THOUGHT YOU DESERVED SOME KIND OF ANSWER BETTER THAN "DEAL WITH IT"
SINCE YOU WEREN'T TRYING TO BE A DICK TO ANYONE.

[notvictorious]

You weren't any worse than normal.

Sorry if I seemed like a jerk.