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-Even if our leader is swearing on )(is silly nubs t)(at )(e does not know w)(at )(appened...
I believe it goes wit)(out saying t)(at I am not t)(e -Empress.
I was never going to be!
Besides t)(e memories, w)(ic)( I can't really explain, t)(e t)(ing t)(at I s)(are wit)( )(er is a blood color.
And my lusus! Before s)(e died too.
Knowing t)(at, )(owever, and being in a w)(ole new place w)(ere I am sure t)(is was not supposed to )(appen at all...
I t)(ink w)(at I needed to say was...

I'm sorry.

PRIVATE TO ERIDAN, SOLLUX, KARKAT, ARADIA

Really sorry.

Comments

[notvictorious]

Sorry you have bad memories. You really don't seem like a bad person, this whole thing shouldn't make you feel like one.

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I suppose t)(ey would be t)(e -Empress's memories.
T)(at I also some)(ow remember...
Umm to be )(onest, I am not sure )(ow all of t)(is works yet! 38(
Despite memories being kind of my t)(ing.
But I do not wis)( to see anybody's friends fig)(ting over t)(is.
Yours or mine.

[notvictorious]

Yeah.

Look, I know it's different, because I think what happened to me before was still me, or future!Me at least.. But the last time this weird "hallucination" happened, I tried to kill a lot of people. I hurt my best friend. If you need anybody to talk to who might get it, I can listen or whatever.

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Victor!!! 38'(
T)(is )(appened to you before as well??
It doesn't really sound so different at all...

[notvictorious]

Yeah. Earlier this year. I turned into this person I've been trying to avoid.

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Mmm. I t)(ink I understand t)(is too, t)(en.