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[squidissension]

and not that anybody givves a shit
but so is kan

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[ihateyouetc]

OK, NOW YOU ARE JUST SAYING COMPLETE BULLSHIT WITHOUT EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT.

[squidissension]

you cant tell me wwhat to say about this
nobody wwouldvve noticed if it wwasnt for me
youd all be pretend mournin just fef if i hadnt found out for you fuckers

[ihateyouetc]

OK FIRST OF ALL, THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE THE FIRST ONE TO NOTICE IS BECAUSE YOU WERE IN HER RIDICULOUS BOOK "CLUB"
AND I GUESS YOU WERE ACTUALLY SPENDING TIME WITH HER???
WHICH IS KIND OF WEIRD BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I'M GLAD YOU WERE GETTING ALONG AGAIN!
IF SHE COMES BACK, DON'T START THE SHITCYCLE ALL OVER AGAIN.
I'LL GIVE YOU THAT WHEN PEOPLE DISAPPEAR YOU ARE FUCKING FAST TO NOTICE
BUT WE WOULD HAVE NOTICED SOONER THAN LATER TOO.
WE JUST FOUND OUT FASTER THANKS TO YOU.

ACTUALLY NOT CRYING YET CONTRARY TO THE ICON.

[ihateyouetc]

AND SECONDLY, NOBODY IS "PRETENDING" TO MOURN FEFERI.
THEY FEEL FUCKING AWFUL.
FEFERI WAS
GOD.
LOOK, JUST FORGET IT.
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GET INTO THIS HERE.

[squidissension]

i found out because her name wwas on the fuckin list wwith fefs wwhen i wwent dowwntowwn to check it
like i did evvery fucking day fef disappeared last time but wwas nevver on it
but this time
there she wwas
couple dozen names under kans
truce or not shes still the rainboww slurpin sack a shit wwho dismembered me and nevver had to answwer for it
so no
wwe wwerent gettin along
wwe occupied the same space

[ihateyouetc]

OK, I WAS WRONG ABOUT HOW YOU FOUND OUT ABOUT HER! GREAT.
WHAT YOU SAID IS SUCH A LOAD OF SHIT. YOU FUCKING KILLED HER, YOU IDIOT.
AFTER YOU KILL SOMEBODY AND OOPS, TURNS OUT THEY AREN'T ACTUALLY DEAD AT ALL!
THEY DON'T OWE YOU SHIT. IF ANYTHING, HER KILLING YOU WAS KARMIC PAYBACK.
THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS YOU ENDED UP NOT BEING A RAINBOWDRINKER.
YOUR BUSINESS WITH EACH OTHER SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE.

[squidissension]

back off kar
last i checked you havvent killed anyone wwere acquainted wwith
but wwhen you finall groww a pair and wwipe the floor wwith somebody wwho wwronged us
instead a givvin them another chance and a fuckin quadrant
then you can lecture me on wwhen killin people is fuckin evven

[ihateyouetc]

OH, FUCK YOU.
DON'T EVEN BRING GAMZEE INTO THIS.
THE FACT NEPETA AND EQUIUS DIED IS MY FUCKING FAULT
AND THAT'S ON ME. I FUCKING ADMIT IT.
THANKS TO MY IMPOSSIBLY SHITTY DECISIONS
I SENT EQUIUS GALLANTLY TO HIS GODDAMN DEATH
AND NEPETA DIED TRYING TO AVENGE HIM.
I'VE BEEN ADMITTING IT SINCE I FOUND OUT WHAT HAPPENED.
HE KILLED TWO PEOPLE. YOU KILLED TWO PEOPLE.
IF WHAT YOU DID WAS MY FAULT, THAT'D BE A WHOLE FUCKING DIFFERENT STORY NOW WOULDN'T IT?

[squidissension]

sendin people to die isnt the same as raisin a wwand and shootin them through
or clawwin them apart
or rippin their heads from their spines
you didnt do fuckin any a that
and you nevver could
not evven to someone wwho deservves it
so stop makin excuses for wwhat he did because its easier to blame yourself than your glubbin moirail
it wwas sick enough wwhen fef did it
i dont need it from you too

STILL NOT CRYING YET!!!

[ihateyouetc]

WHAT THE FUCK EVER, BRO.
I'M NOT ARGUING THIS WITH YOU. I KNOW WHAT I DID
AND WHAT I COMPLETELY FUCKING FAILED TO DO.
THE FACT REMAINS YOUR FIGHT WITH KANAYA IS OVER.
IT'S *BEEN* OVER. IF SHE WAS TALKING SHIT ABOUT YOU, I WOULDN'T JUST LISTEN TO IT EITHER.
FUCK.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT MY POINT WAS IN THIS CONVERSATION ANYMORE.

[riseup]

this is maybe the biggest bullshit i have ever seen you say, and that is saying a lot.

[squidissension]

oh and this piece a shit
you havve nothin to do wwith this
but fuckin forbid you dont try and ovverinvvolvve yourself in our business
as usual

as usual i am sorry for everything

[riseup]

dude, we have both been here for the same amount of time.
if you haven't noticed, our groups don't exist separately anymore.
there really isn't any "our" business and "their" business.
someone disappearing affects everyone and no one is pretending.
you seriously pick the worst times to scale new levels of the asshole echeladder.

um you dont have to apologize look who youre talking to

[squidissension]

you wwanna mix the group dynamics
sully it wwith your putrid appearances
fine
be my fuckin guest
but that doesnt mean youre our leader
thats still a position taken up by kar wwho earned it
far as i can tell you cheated your wway to god tier on account a some bitch wwho cant be bothered to givve you the time a day anymore
and lead three other gummy wwhiny humans on a session jack circle jerk do nothin mission that only recently crashed and burned
kar meanwwhile has been leadin us dowwn a path a doom and failure wwith vvanguard experience up the nook for swweeps
so take the lecture elsewwhere

THE EXCEPTION TO THE FRIENDSHIP RULE

[riseup]

you realize you are still bringing up stuff from our sessions that we've been out of for over a year, right?
i'm not saying they aren't relevant, because they are.
but do you even count everything that has happened to all of us here?

[riseup]

and i am not trying to lead you.
this isn't about leaders.
who still cares about that?
i'm trying to tell you to be decent when people feel bad about their friends disappearing.
you don't have to make the situation worse every time something goes wrong.

[squidissension]

i dont see wwhy i should givve a fuck about you bulgesniffers wwhen the rest a you wwould throww a fuckin barkbeast parade if i up an left
so can it on howw i should act wwhen fef is gone

1/a lot oh boy here we go

[riseup]

and that is pretty much proof that you don't get it!
holy shit, eridan.

[riseup]

do you need me to break it down into tiny chunks?
because i can do that.

[riseup]

no one would throw a dog parade if you were released.
what the hell is a dog parade anyway?

[riseup]

and if they were stupid enough to do it, guess what?
you actually have people who like you enough who would shut them the fuck up.
karkat, for one.
the doctor, for another.

[riseup]

it is really sad that after more than a year, you don't get it.
people do like you.
people do not want you to disappear or die, just like nobody wanted feferi or kanaya to disappear or die.

[riseup]

nobody is saying really nasty stuff to make you feel worse about it.
in fact, they are being pretty nice to you.

[riseup]

but as usual, you shit all over it.
surprise!

[riseup]

just because you feel like shit doesn't mean you can make other people miserable too.
you can act however you want.
i am not telling you you can't.
i am telling you not to take it out on our friends when they are already upset.