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and not that anybody givves a shit
but so is kan

i cant fuckin deal wwith this idiocy right noww
like you wwere nevver mad at vvris

aCTUALLY, i WAS,

aND THAT'S oK,

i'M NOT MAD AT HER ANYMORE,
i DESERVED WHAT i GOT,
i THOUGHT i WAS BEING TOUGH, aND CONFIDENT,
bUT i DIDN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT i WAS DOING,
aND SHE HELPED ME REALIZE THAT,

mAYBE i STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT CONFIDENCE IS,
bUT, i THINK THAT'S oK TOO,
i'LL FIGURE IT OUT SOMEDAY,

aND i HAVEN'T SEEN vRISKA A LOT SINCE THEN,
aND WHEN i DO SEE HER, sHE'S STILL MAD AT ME,
tHAT'S oK TOO,

bUT, uHH,
mAYBE, iF SHE'S NOT MAD AT ME, aND SHE COMES BACK AGAIN,

uHH,
wELL, mAYBE SHE CAN HATE ME LESS,

its harder than you fuckin think
you cant force it
theres no goin back to howw it wwas
like a fuckin loop

i KNOW THAT,
bUT, tHAT DOESN'T MEAN THINGS CAN'T GET BETTER,
i CAN'T COME BACK FROM THE DEAD,
aND, uHH, i KNOW YOU WILL PROBABLY SAY THAT'S A GOOD THING, bUT LET ME FINISH,
bECAUSE EVEN IF i CAN'T CHANGE THAT, i CAN ACCEPT IT,
aND i CAN BE HAPPY HERE, eVEN IF i AM DEAD,

aNYWAY, wHAT i'M TRYING TO SAY IS,
i DON'T KNOW WHY YOU'RE MAD AT kANAYA aND fEFERI,
mAYBE THEY DID SOMETHING,
i DON'T KNOW, bECAUSE, i OBVIOUSLY WAS NOT THERE,

bUT MAYBE, iF THEY COME BACK,
yOU'LL THINK OF THEM LIKE i THINK OF vRISKA RIGHT NOW,
yOU WON'T BE SO ANGRY,
aND, uHH, mAYBE THEY WON'T BE ANGRY, eITHER,

aT LEAST, tHAT'S WHAT i THINK,

are you
wwait wwhat wwas this
youre freakin me out

wHAT,
wHAT DID i DO,

sounded
dowwnright
conciliatory

oH,

wELL, i GUESS IT IS,

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