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thoughtformed2013-07-12 12:24 am
arachnologist) wrote in thoughtformed2013-07-12 12:24 am
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... okay, this is -- not okay. At all. This is -- you can't take me away from my dad's funeral and tell me I'm not -- not real, what is....
This is insane. This is the--
No. I'm not okay with this and I don't want to stay here. Do you understand that I have-- places to be? My family --
... no, okay. Fine. I can deal with this. If I have to, I will. So. [ DEEP BREATH. ] My name is Gwen. Gwen Stacy. If we're all -- fictional, I can only assume it's possible that people I know have been brought here too and told the same thing. So, iiiiif my name is familiar to you? Now's the time to say so. Otherwise?
[ DEEPER BREATH. ]
I'm. Going to go sit down. Somewhere. If anyone needs me, I'll just be. Yeah. So. Thanks.
This is insane. This is the--
No. I'm not okay with this and I don't want to stay here. Do you understand that I have-- places to be? My family --
... no, okay. Fine. I can deal with this. If I have to, I will. So. [ DEEP BREATH. ] My name is Gwen. Gwen Stacy. If we're all -- fictional, I can only assume it's possible that people I know have been brought here too and told the same thing. So, iiiiif my name is familiar to you? Now's the time to say so. Otherwise?
[ DEEPER BREATH. ]
I'm. Going to go sit down. Somewhere. If anyone needs me, I'll just be. Yeah. So. Thanks.
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Gwen Stacey. If I know you, I do not know of it. But I will ask you this, and it is the only thing that matters- do you believe that you are real, or not? Can you believe that the things that you remember, that you have touched and seen and felt, truly existed? Because nobody else can tell you whether or not it is so. You know. And if you do not doubt, this will all be a much simpler matter. Do not despair. It is not worth your time.
[This is the first time she's really tried to give anyone a pep talk on this; but she can try.]
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I know. I'm -- okay, I'm seriously not fine, it's just -- a shock, you know? I left the funeral maybe ten minutes ago. It's not -- it's a hard adjustment to make. And my family's going to be a mess, I just -- I need to be there right now.
[ Grief tugs at her, twisting her expression and squeezing her heart. Her eyes sting. But she takes a deep, steadying breath. ]
But I'll do what I need to do. And freaking out? Isn't going to help me do that. ... thank you.