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[squidissension]

it really fuckin wwears on you wwhen all efforts fail

wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else

from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver

all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age

this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay

obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me

so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect

BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER

im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit

no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper

im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore

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[squidissension]

THATS ALL YOU HAVVE TO SAY

[ihateyouetc]

WHAT IN THE FUCK, MAN
HOW CAN YOU EVEN POST SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND SAY TO YOURSELF YES, THIS IS A GREAT IDEA
EVERYONE WILL FUCKING KNOW MY INNER SORROW AND ANGUISH

[squidissension]

no they probably wwont because i didnt havve a fuckin freeforall in my goddamn nightmares unlike other trolls

[ihateyouetc]

WHAT IS WITH YOU AND THIS FEVERISH JEALOUS OBSESSION OVER BEING THE ONLY FUCKING ONE WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED INTO MY FUCKING NIGHTMARE
NO ONE SHOULD'VE BEEN ALLOWED INTO MY FUCKING NIGHTMARE
IN CASE NO ONE NOTICED, IT WAS MY FUCKING NIGHTMARE
NOT ANYONE ELSE'S
ON TOP OF THAT, I FUCKING TOLD YOU DIPSHIT
SIX-HUNDRED TWELVE FUCKING TIMES PROBABLY BY NOW
THAT I'M NOT FUCKING INTERESTED

[squidissension]

WWHO SAID ANYTHIN ABOUT BEIN JEALOUS

[ihateyouetc]

GIVE ME ONE FUCKING REASON WHAT YOUR PROBLEM IS THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE "WWELL YOUR NIGHTMARES ARE LIKE THE VVILLAGE TWWO WWHEEL DEVVICE APPARENTLY" OVER AND OVER IN SUCCESSION LIKE SAYING THE SAME FUCKING THING IS A DIFFERENT ANSWER

[squidissension]

this is my post i can say wwhatevver i wwant so i still dont havve to answwer that shit

[ihateyouetc]

CONGRATULATIONS FOR ASSESSING THE BASIC TRUTH OF THIS SITUATION:
THIS IS YOUR POST. YOU CAN POST EXACTLY WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT
NOW FOR THE OTHER TRUTH: WE CAN ALL REPLY WITH WHATEVER THE FUCK WE WANT
AND WHEN I SAY SHIT AND YOU DECIDE TO IGNORE IT ENTIRELY
THAT PRETTY MUCH FUCKING PROVES EVERYTHING I'M SAYING
ESPECIALLY WHEN "JEALOUS" IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING THICK PAN
AND "NOT FUCKING INTERESTED" ISN'T

this is a lie, Aradia visited but apparently she doesn't count as a "somebody"

[squidissension]

you wwouldnt knoww wwhat makes it into my head cause apparently evverybody wwhos anybody vvisited other trolls dreams but nobody could deign to stop in on MINE

[ihateyouetc]

OH
THAT WHOLE FUCKED UP DREAM THING HAPPENED TO YOU TOO?
I MEAN YOU HAD YOUR OWN
AND YOU WEREN'T JUST FUCKING CRASHING MINE

[squidissension]

so noww i dont havve anythin better to do than hunt out your owwn dreams you grubsnackin piece of shit yes i had my owwn sleepytime fuckery to deal wwith thanks for askin

[ihateyouetc]

FUCK RIGHT OFF
NO ONE SAID ANYTHING ABOUT YOU NOT HAVING ANYTHING BETTER TO DO
BUT JUDGING BY HOW YOU WROTE THIS ENTIRE POST TO BEGIN WITH
I'M THINKING IT'D BE PRETTY FUCKING VALID IF I ACCUSED YOU OF THAT

[squidissension]

yeah youd knoww the most about my feelins right kar fuck strait off into the solar system

[ihateyouetc]

OH MAN, BECAUSE NOBODY FUCKING UNDERSTANDS WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH RIGHT
WHATEVER

[riseup]

 

[ihateyouetc]

DON'T ASK.

[riseup]

ok.

[ihateyouetc]

OH WHAT THE FUCK
I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SHIT
I'M NOT THE MALADJUSTED SOCIAL FAILURE WHO DECIDES THE ROOM FULL OF CORPSES IS A GREAT FUCKING PLACE TO ACT ON RETARDED IMPULSES.

[riseup]

i have no idea what you are talking about, because i didn't ask!

[riseup]

jeez karkat, defensive much?

[ihateyouetc]

SHUT UP
I KNOW YOU, EGBERT
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THAT MEANT

[riseup]

what did it mean?

[ihateyouetc]

YOU WERE IMPLYING SOME RIDICULOUS DALLYING NONSENSE REGARDING THIS TERMINALLY DEFECTIVE INDIVIDUAL AND MYSELF.

[squidissension]

wwell maybe he wwas thinkin so for a reason kar

[riseup]

i just said ok, i wouldn't ask! you are the one being soooooooo suspicious...