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[squidissension]

it really fuckin wwears on you wwhen all efforts fail

wwhen no one fuckin seems to return the excitement wwhen no one interacts wwith you outside a bein forced to and wwhen your thoughts and feelins obvviously mean nothin to someone else

from what i knoww and i knoww a lot i can confidently say that predominately because im right all the time all the time about social behaviour a trolls my age alwways landdwweller seadwweller wwhichfuckinevver

all a this uncertainty and wwild intangible confusion about my neww fuckin life is simply a result a this age

this is the fuckin time where i as wwell as evveryone around me are in a big grubsnackin transition period a our livves or renewwen livves or wwhatevver wwere callin it cause sometimes shit gets lost in the translation from then to noww okay

obvviously im okay with that ivve accepted and understand no enjoy knowwin other trolls might havve a propensity to be goin through the same thing as me

so evven if its at the cost a fuckin lowwerin myself and shit i can relate and empathise wwith other trolls normal but wwith similar circumstances it makes it all the fuckin easier to connect

BUT IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER

im vvery tired a trolls my age and im tired a all this complete fuckin bullshit

no answwers no insight no wway out alwways pushing dowwn on a hill that only gets steeper

im lookin fuckin forwward to wwhen im not young anymore

Comments

[ihateyouetc]

[squidissension]

THATS ALL YOU HAVVE TO SAY

[ihateyouetc]

WHAT IN THE FUCK, MAN
HOW CAN YOU EVEN POST SOMETHING LIKE THIS AND SAY TO YOURSELF YES, THIS IS A GREAT IDEA
EVERYONE WILL FUCKING KNOW MY INNER SORROW AND ANGUISH

[squidissension]

no they probably wwont because i didnt havve a fuckin freeforall in my goddamn nightmares unlike other trolls

[ihateyouetc]

WHAT IS WITH YOU AND THIS FEVERISH JEALOUS OBSESSION OVER BEING THE ONLY FUCKING ONE WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED INTO MY FUCKING NIGHTMARE
NO ONE SHOULD'VE BEEN ALLOWED INTO MY FUCKING NIGHTMARE
IN CASE NO ONE NOTICED, IT WAS MY FUCKING NIGHTMARE
NOT ANYONE ELSE'S
ON TOP OF THAT, I FUCKING TOLD YOU DIPSHIT
SIX-HUNDRED TWELVE FUCKING TIMES PROBABLY BY NOW
THAT I'M NOT FUCKING INTERESTED

[coloredstrings]

ugh
im probably going to regret this.........

are you ok??

[squidissension]

its not really any a your concern wwitch

[coloredstrings]

bluhh!!!
i guess this is what i get for trying to help :/

[squidissension]

wwho asked for your help anywway not me

[squidissension]

wwhy did you wwant to help

[coloredstrings]

umm because you seemed kinda upset about
err.....
whatever youre upset about??
but if youre just going to call me a wwitch and tell me its none of my concern then im ok with that!!!! :p

[coloredstrings]

oops i mean witch

[riseup]

hopy shit. are you ok?

[squidissension]

not that its any a your business but obvviously not

[riseup]

ok, i don't know what is up with you but i know it is probably weird so please don't tell me.

[riseup]

but we are supposed to enjoy being young.

[squidissension]

yeah and wwe probably wwouldvve if wwe hadnt been brutally murdered

[riseup]

oh, is that a thing we are still complaining about? i wasn't sure.

[squidissension]

thank you wwindy one and your infinite wwisdom

[horschestra]

D --> Why do you insist on pol100ting my incoming data stream with this swill

[squidissension]

wwhy evven pretend you havve half the blood purity to read anythin ivve got to say nobody wwants your input swwine

[horschestra]

D --> You will be quiet, sea dweller

[squidissension]

or wwhat youll challenge an obvvious superior and get wwasted a second time i dont havve time for you

[stillwaiting]

Well at least you're above wallowing in self-pity! So uh, hurray for that?

[squidissension]

wwhy do you think that wwould help