[drunk texting]

[brotimaeus]

fcking christmas.
hey you know somethign.
my littleb ro who kinda loosks like me a bit.
lucky fucker.
the first time he tired to use a sowrd it got stusck in th cielgng.
ceilign.
becuas he let go.
i was so fucking proud.

i found him on top of teh tree one year.
pretending to be an angel he said.
bullshit.
he wasfucking stuck up htere.
made the cutest motherufkcing angel you ever did see.

couldnst daveproof shit in that aprtment.
kid got into everuthing.
one time he ttied to eat a live golfdfish because i forgot to feed him.
dont worry the fish was fine.
i thnkk.

haha.
shit.

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[brotimaeus]

haha.
not exactly.
its fucking complicated.
just had to do my best by him and hope that it was gonna be enough.

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[animator]

Was it enough?

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[brotimaeus]

never will be.

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[animator]

Sounds like you're doing your best to do right by him. There's not much more you can do, usually.

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[brotimaeus]

theres always the feeling that you could have done more.
its hard to explain without giving you my fucking life story and you dont want that shit.
fuck im just glad i get to see him again here.
knowing hes ok.
that makes it worth it.

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[animator]

I understand though, some. At least about the weight of responsibility. Always feeling like you could have done more, like everything you gave wasn't enough. Even if the situation isn't the same.

Yeah. Knowing he's safe... that's got to take a load off.

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[brotimaeus]

i said he was ok.
not that hes safe.
though i guess hes safe here as much as he can be.

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[animator]

Nobody is ever truly safe anyway.

But it's good that he's okay.