[drunk texting]

[brotimaeus]

fcking christmas.
hey you know somethign.
my littleb ro who kinda loosks like me a bit.
lucky fucker.
the first time he tired to use a sowrd it got stusck in th cielgng.
ceilign.
becuas he let go.
i was so fucking proud.

i found him on top of teh tree one year.
pretending to be an angel he said.
bullshit.
he wasfucking stuck up htere.
made the cutest motherufkcing angel you ever did see.

couldnst daveproof shit in that aprtment.
kid got into everuthing.
one time he ttied to eat a live golfdfish because i forgot to feed him.
dont worry the fish was fine.
i thnkk.

haha.
shit.

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[brotimaeus]

i aint sick.
just a bt drunk.
pretty fucking sure i know my limits and hell if i want my bro seeing me that fucked up.

aint that keen on putting this shit out for everyne to see.
should hide my phone next time i decide to hitthe bottle oh my god.

[animator]

That last part was my primary concern, honestly. If you're going to drink, fine. But hide your phone so you don't say something you'll regret.

[brotimaeus]

your primary concern was unecessary.
i dont talk about me haha.
people dont fucking ask.

[animator]

People should ask.

[brotimaeus]

why.
people aint intersted in anyhting outside their own fucking circle of interest.
i wouldnt ask either.

[animator]

It's decent to ask.

So tell me about you.

[brotimaeus]

er.
what do yu wanna know.

[animator]

Whatever you're comfortable sharing.

[brotimaeus]

shit how do you even start these things.
hello my name is bro strider and im fully in control of my drinking habits.

[animator]

I feel like I should applaud. Isn't that what they do at those meetings?

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[brotimaeus]

guess so.
never went to one.

[Locked]

[animator]

It's a good start, though.

So. Now you talk about whatever you want. What do you like?

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

that theres a loaded question.
i aint sure youd like to know some of the things i like.

i draw comics.
paid the bills.
most of my time went to looking out for the anklebiter.

[Locked]

[animator]

Sometimes I don't even want to know about the things I do. I think you'd be surprised at how little you can shock me, though.

Sounds simple enough.

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

yeah.
sounds simple.

it aint.
i found the little shit when i had nothing.
i knew he was coming.
but hell how do you prepare a 20 year old for a kid when hes living in a hostel.

[Locked]

[animator]

Can't imagine. I've never really been the maternal type.

You made it work, though?

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

no choice.
he was always gonna be fucking important.
and that aint just the pride talking.
hes gonna save the fucking universe and i had to bring him up knowing that.
and knowing id not live to see him do it.
but thems the breaks.

[Locked]

[animator]

That's heavy stuff. Not easy to live with, I'd imagine.

So he's some chosen one.

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

haha.
not exactly.
its fucking complicated.
just had to do my best by him and hope that it was gonna be enough.

[Locked]

[animator]

Was it enough?

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

never will be.

[Locked]

[animator]

Sounds like you're doing your best to do right by him. There's not much more you can do, usually.

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

theres always the feeling that you could have done more.
its hard to explain without giving you my fucking life story and you dont want that shit.
fuck im just glad i get to see him again here.
knowing hes ok.
that makes it worth it.

[Locked]

[animator]

I understand though, some. At least about the weight of responsibility. Always feeling like you could have done more, like everything you gave wasn't enough. Even if the situation isn't the same.

Yeah. Knowing he's safe... that's got to take a load off.

[Locked]

[brotimaeus]

i said he was ok.
not that hes safe.
though i guess hes safe here as much as he can be.