❀ Four ❀ [ACCIDENTAL VIDEO]

[myloveisalwayshere]

[This is absolutely accidental because Lily would never ever ever flaunt such a costume in public, but hey, at least she's in the spirit of Halloween? Network, have a very red faced Witch wearing this and looking at herself in the mirror.]

This is far too short. What was I thinking? [She tugs on the hem, biting her lip.] Maybe if I wore a skirt with it, but would that get in the way of the tail?

[And she turns to look at said tail, unaware that all of her motions are being recorded.]

Merlin, tights would be better than nothing...

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[myloveisalwayshere]

I wanted to make sure you enjoyed it, but if that's how you feel...

[Pretty Princesses are back on the list!]

She is beautiful, isn't she? I'm rather fond of her.

[alwaysimpure]

I'll dare anything.

[Let's face it, he's basically a Disney princess.]

Gorgeous. Just like you are, of course. Did you ever try casting one before you were dating James?

[myloveisalwayshere]

I'm glad you're so open-minded! [She'll bring tissues and popcorn and they can sob over Beauty and the Beast.

It's hard to tease him when he says something that nice. Her cheeks redden.]

I...don't think so? It all happened around the same time. Maybe it was always meant to be a doe? I don't think it matters. I feel like she belongs with me somehow.

[alwaysimpure]

It's a family trait. [The party's on.

He's a charmer that way. Plus, in this case, he probably means it.]

She does, definitely. [Hey, he ships it.] Perfect match.

[myloveisalwayshere]

One of the better ones. You won't regret it.

[Quit it, Sirius. She already adores you.]

I've thought about sending her out to see how she reacts to James when he's in his stag form.

[alwaysimpure]

It's not actually a family trait, as you know. It's a traitor's flaw.

[He can't help being adorable!]

She might fawn over him.

[He's also hilarious.]

[myloveisalwayshere]

It's only a flaw in their eyes.

[Like a freaking puppy.]

I think she already did that. [Sorry, Harry, you are a fawn.]

[alwaysimpure]

And do I ever love my family thinking I'm flawed.

[All he is, basically, a very big puppy.]

And she did an excellent job of it.

[myloveisalwayshere]

They lost their right to count when they pushed you away.

[She is dead serious about that too - no pun intended. She would absolutely give Walburga a lecture if she could.]

He'll grow up to be a stag too, I bet.

[alwaysimpure]

Or some time before that, I reckon. Anyway, don't worry about it, they're all gone, for the most part.

[She does have a lot in common with her husband.]

Or a lion. Your son is brilliant.

[myloveisalwayshere]

I can't argue with that. I imagine they were miserable to the very end.

[That's what happens to bitter people. They stew in their bitterness and eventually succumb to it.]

I've been proud of him since before he was born. He was always a good baby.

[And she misses him dearly. Her little dark haired son who would cling to her hair before he fell asleep.]

[alwaysimpure]

I'd reckon so, with both sons turning out to be failures.

[Ah, family. What a wonderful concept.]

He might turn up here. And he'd be so happy to see you.

[It's really the only thing he can say to this. She won't get to see her son grow up and he can't help but blame himself.]

[myloveisalwayshere]

Failures in their eyes only.

[What about the Potter family? Both of them?]

I hope he turns up here. We can really smother him like he deserves.

[And if Harry arrives, she will make a point of including Sirius in the parenting. It was always meant to be a group thing - like a pack. That way Harry always had someone to turn to if he was in trouble.]

[alwaysimpure]

[The Potters actually managed to execute the concept well!]

I should feel sorry for the lad, but I think the way I know him, he won't mind at all, long as you're there.

[myloveisalwayshere]

I won't leave him if he wants me nearby. That's one thing he can count on when he's here.

[Real mothers are like that.]

[alwaysimpure]

I wish I could have been there for real, for him. It doesn't sound as if I did a good job, overall. Not that he said so.

[myloveisalwayshere]

He wouldn't. Even a little bit of time with you means a great deal, Sirius. You have a way of making a person feel important.

[alwaysimpure]

I just happen to know a lot of important people.

[myloveisalwayshere]

No one starts out that way and, believe me, I'd much rather fade into the crowd where some things are concerned.

[alwaysimpure]

You always stood out.

Sometimes as particularly annoying, mind.

[myloveisalwayshere]

I worked on that while we were in school.

[alwaysimpure]

That's alright, I reckon I wasn't your favourite, either.

[myloveisalwayshere]

We started off on the wrong foot. I assumed you were close-minded and elitist. That was my mistake.

[alwaysimpure]

Don't worry about it, Lily, everyone assumed that, until I set out to prove them all wrong. Though I guess everyone does again, now. At best.

[myloveisalwayshere]

They shouldn't have. That was their - our - near-sightedness. I'm glad James broke through that mold.

As for what they think now... [She looks down, sighing.] You were amazing for us, Sirius. You did everything you could. I hope you can remember that and I hope it brings you comfort. We love you.