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[freakystrong]

D --> I am a bit confused as to the purpose of this world
D --> Or even where e%actly it is located
D --> I presume this is another dream bubble, but it seems to be overrun by humans
D --> None of whom appear to be the humans I am semi-familiar with
D --> And I must admit, it angers me to be called fictional
D --> Being dead does not alter the state of one’s realness
D --> Also, what is this sch001feeding the humans are speaking of
D --> I am no wiggler, I do not need to be sch001fed
D --> I am, in fact considerably older than I 100k
D --> Possibly
D --> I would appreciate an e%planation, as I have been forbidden to smash any more things

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OK DONE.

[ihateyouetc]

NOT ONLY THAT BUT ALL THE TALK ABOUT THE HEMOSPECTRUM RUBBED A LOT OF OUR FRIENDS THE WRONG WAY.
PERSONALLY? I'LL STILL TELL YOU TO SHUT THE HELL UP BUT IT'S NOT A SORE SPOT ANYMORE.
A WHILE AGO I GOT TO THINKING YOU'RE ESSENTIALLY FULL OF IT WHEN IT COMES TO THE HEMOSPECTRUM
AS IN THOSE AREN'T ACTUALLY VALUES YOU ENFORCE EVEN IF YOU PREACH THE SHIT OUT OF THEM
BUT I KNOW NOT EVERYBODY SEES IT THAT WAY.

[freakystrong]

D --> I am aware I am not considered a particularly pleasant person to interact with
D --> I have had a great deal of time to think about that, and my conclusion has been that you are correct in this matter
D --> Unfortunately, it is not in my nature to be charming or kind, and I certainly don't have the charisma you possess
D --> I have a%epted this about myself, so you don't need to e%plain the reasons
D --> But that was not my point
D --> Of course I interacted with others before
D --> Vriska and I were useful to each other, though you are also correct in that there was not enough passion for there to be any sort of quadrant relationship between us
D --> I primarily e%horted her to show lowb100ds our b100b100d superiority
D --> Which, in retrospect, she seldom did
D --> And of course I spoke with Aradia
D --> But as much as I would have wished it, she was never really my friend, for many reasons
D --> Though I believe the main reason being she didn't like me or enjoy interacting with me in any way, and being dead, she simply did not care enough to tell me to go away
D --> But of course I spoke with Nepeta all the time
D --> And also the highb100d
D --> He never cared that I was an unpleasant person, or that I said things he disagreed with all the time
D --> He interpreted my many admonitions as simply the concerns of a friend
D --> And though I constantly derided him for such soft, sentimental feelings and un-highb100d-like behavior, I can now admit I miss the fact that he also a%epted me unconditionally

1/OOPS SPAMMIN MORE

[ihateyouetc]

DID YOU JUST COMPLIMENT ME.












OK WELL, NEVER MIND THAT.

[ihateyouetc]

YOU DO REALIZE YOU JUST TOLD ME YOU DON'T WANT TO CHANGE ANY OF YOUR OFFENDING BEHAVIORS RIGHT.
WHEN YOU PUT IT THAT WAY, I FUCKING WONDER WHY SOME OF US HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT!
BUT CONSIDERING EVERYONE FROM OUR GROUP WHO'S HERE RIGHT NOW
I CAN PRETTY CONFIDENTLY SAY ARADIA WILL BE YOUR FRIEND.
SHE'S GOOD ABOUT THAT, JUST DON'T INSULT HER.
IT'LL BE DIFFERENT FROM WHEN YOU WERE ALIVE AND SHE WASN'T
BUT I THINK YOU'RE SELLING HER AND EVEN YOURSELF SHORT BY ASSUMING SHE DIDN'T CARE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF.
TAVROS WOULD TALK TO YOU AND BE YOUR FRIEND IF YOU DIDN'T INSULT HIM ALL THE TIME.
AND IN CASE YOU DIDN'T REALIZE THIS, I ACTUALLY CONSIDER YOU MY FRIEND. SURPRISE!
VRISKA HAS NO IDEA HOW TO MAINTAIN FUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIPS WITH ANYBODY BUT SHE'S BEEN GIVING IT A SHOT HERE
SO EVEN IF SHE'S COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS, MELODRAMATIC, AND PRETTY FUCKING BITCHY
I THINK YOU GUYS COULD PROBABLY FORM SOME KIND OF FRIENDSHIP.
GAMZEE IS DIFFERENT NOW, BUT...

[ihateyouetc]

AUGH
I DUNNO.
I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANY CALLS ON HIS PERSONALITY?
HE'S JUST SO CAPRICIOUS.
HE'S DEFINITELY GOING TO TALK TO YOU, I CAN GUARANTEE THAT.
I CAN'T SAY HE IS OR ISN'T GOING TO BE SHITTY TO YOU
BUT HE DIDN'T KILL YOU BECAUSE YOU OUTLIVED YOUR USEFULNESS, OK?
DON'T EVEN THINK THAT.
I'M STILL ABOUT 7% SURE HE MIGHT LOSE HIS SHIT AND TRY TO MURDER ME.

OK DONE THAT WAS SHORTER THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT.

[ihateyouetc]

ERIDAN'S ERIDAN AND THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO SAY ON THE MATTER.
THERE ARE A LOT OF HUMANS HERE SO IF YOU ACTUALLY BOTHER TO OPEN UP A LITTLE
YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING TO ENCOUNTER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.
THE WHOLE FRIENDSHIP DEAL KIND OF INVOLVES NOT PISSING YOUR FRIENDS OFF CONSTANTLY THOUGH
SO YOU MIGHT RUN INTO SOME TROUBLE THERE IF YOU DON'T CHANGE ANYTHING
BUT JUST BECAUSE YOU PISS PEOPLE OFF SOMETIMES DOESN'T MEAN THEY WON'T LIKE YOU THE REST OF THE TIME.
IF THAT WAS THE CASE I WOULDN'T BE TALKING TO YOU RIGHT NOW.

[freakystrong]

D --> I appreciate your attentions
D --> But I think I am somewhat different from how I was in life
D --> I am possibly not a very good judge, though

[ihateyouetc]

YEAH, I NOTICED.
YOU WEREN'T EVEN UPSET ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED
JUST KIND OF
DIDN'T EVEN ADDRESS IT?
IF I WAS YOU I'D PROBABLY BE PRETTY PISSED AT ME BUT...
I SUPPOSE IT'S DIFFERENT IF YOU'VE HAD A LOT OF TIME TO THINK ABOUT IT.

[freakystrong]

D --> It was your place as leader to order me to a%ion
D --> Even if I could not complete said a%ion
D --> I can't resent you for doing what you believed was good for the group
D --> And perhaps my death was inevitable
D --> Otherwise, I would simply be another doomed timeline inhabitant