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dave this is future you
youre not going to school today
dont bother trying to call in sick it wont work
theres nothing i can do for you
im sorry
honestly
you have no idea how sincere im being right now
the best you can do is probably turn off your phone and try not to talk to anyone but we both know thats not happening
im leaving now though im not prolonging this bullshit any longer for either of us than i have to
just wanted to warn you man
later

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god i dont even know what we were
like is monogamy even a thing on the table with trolls
were we even serious enough for monogamy to be a thing on the table i mean fucks sake we were fourteen and i dont even know if anything we did counted as a date or not
i just need to talk to her
but shes not here
and i get to actually talk to jade again instead of just completely not seeing her for three years
not that she even probably likes me
jesus why am i still thinking about this this is all stupid middle school shit

My admittedly limited study of troll courtship suggests they are no less monogamous than what is typical to humans, simply within each individual quadrant.
So it sounds like you're looking for resolution on a relationship that was never fully defined before moving forward.
Which, yeah, is both noble and dumb.
Good call, there.

well thats me
noble and dumb
at least im not so dumb i dont know it i guess
you know after all the trouble the game went through to shove it in my face
how many girls would you pointlessly die for sir dave strider knight of time
the answer is
all of them

Jesus Christ.
If I weren't digital I'd have to change my panties right about now.
Was this Terezi among those who received the most high offering of a sacrificial Strider?

yeah
sort of
she split the timeline on me with a coin flip to show me why i wouldnt go god tier and the other dave got bumped off
the alpha timeline likes to keep itself neat
takes out the extras
so yeah that was pretty pointless and didnt do jack shit for anybody but i guess she thought she needed to do prove something

Hm.
That clarifies your assertion that she is "batshit insane and scary as fuck".
It also bring into question whether or not your affection for her isn't a bit Stockholm's.

nah
at least i dont think so
i mean i guess my general attitude towards the universe is a little bit stockholm syndromey but thats sort of what happens when youre a knight and a time player and free will starts being a shaky thing
besides without her to tell me what to do i probably wouldve died about a billion times like aradia did
that god tier thing was the only death on her watch all the rest were just me
well me and whoever was killing me that time i guess

I don't know the situation so it is difficult to ascertain the level of her guilt or sociopathy.
But from a purely philosophical perspective.
The argument that she only intentionally made choices that resulted in your death once is a poor statement to ever have to make about anyone you're in a relationship with.
At least a red one.
Even more so when you aren't actually in a relationship with her, just putting all other relationships on hold to see if something that happened years ago still has meaning.

Edited 2013-01-12 05:14 (UTC)

well
jade killed me once too
but that was an accident

I'm going to have to write all new algorithms to determine if your infatuation with women who kill you is better or worse than DS's suicidal tendencies.
But first I need further information.
Any other femme fatales in your life, bro?

uh
well i died for rose once or twice but she didnt actually kill me
also i dont like her like that
shes my sister
i think thats it

Good, I guess.
The fact that you've died for a meager three people, I mean.
Not your continued disdain for incest.

uhhh
ok and i guess theres davesprite
you know for the
sort of death count thing
does he count

Did he die?
And it is likely up to you to determine whether or not he counts.

well
no he hasnt died
but you already heard what i said about timeline cleanup
hes a sprite so i cant be one hundred percent sure paradox space has beef with his existence but
i dont know he might count
later on

Everyone dies eventually.
And yes.
It's statistically accurate that being an offshoot of a 'real' Strider is rarely a good omen.
Though, also statically.
If you are looking to have a life free of nonshitty things, being a Strider in general is probably not the ideal path to walk.
Fortunately we are so awesome in every other way that I like to believe the scales settle in our favor.

yeah
if he dies then
he died for john
so four

I notice they seem to be contention.
And that would explain why.
Does he regret his choice?

i wouldnt

but i never had to wait to die
or worry about being the extra copy

If you're certain you wouldn't, I find it unlikely he does either.
You are still essentially the same person.
Inasmuch as he can only be whoever you would be had events in your life gone differently.
But it's a fallacy to believe that not regretting a choice is synonymous with having no regrets.
Sometimes you're going to wish things were different even if you have only ever made the 'right' choices.

yeah
you dont have to tell me that
time guy remember
im all about lining up those what ifs and deciding which make the cut
fortune telling broads or not

something you said is bothering me though
can i ask about it

Sure.
Which thing would that be?

"I'm going to have to write all new algorithms to determine if your infatuation with women who kill you is better or worse than DS's suicidal tendencies."
whats up with bro?

He is not a physical danger to himself, if that is your concern.

well that was my concern until you made it even more ominous sounding
come on if you can ask me about davesprite i can ask you about fleshy teenage you

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