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thoughtformed2013-04-05 09:39 pm
freakystrong) wrote in thoughtformed2013-04-05 09:39 pm
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D --> I am a bit confused as to the purpose of this world
D --> Or even where e%actly it is located
D --> I presume this is another dream bubble, but it seems to be overrun by humans
D --> None of whom appear to be the humans I am semi-familiar with
D --> And I must admit, it angers me to be called fictional
D --> Being dead does not alter the state of one’s realness
D --> Also, what is this sch001feeding the humans are speaking of
D --> I am no wiggler, I do not need to be sch001fed
D --> I am, in fact considerably older than I 100k
D --> Possibly
D --> I would appreciate an e%planation, as I have been forbidden to smash any more things
D --> Or even where e%actly it is located
D --> I presume this is another dream bubble, but it seems to be overrun by humans
D --> None of whom appear to be the humans I am semi-familiar with
D --> And I must admit, it angers me to be called fictional
D --> Being dead does not alter the state of one’s realness
D --> Also, what is this sch001feeding the humans are speaking of
D --> I am no wiggler, I do not need to be sch001fed
D --> I am, in fact considerably older than I 100k
D --> Possibly
D --> I would appreciate an e%planation, as I have been forbidden to smash any more things
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BUT I CAN SAY WITHOUT ANY RESERVATION HE WILL DEFINITELY TALK TO YOU.
I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO APPROACH THE MATTER OF "INSERTION"
CAN WE JUST NOT TALK ABOUT ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE FACT YOU SHOULDN'T TALK TO HIM.
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D --> Since he chose to end my e%istence as a living person, once he had stopped consuming the poisonous soporifics
D --> So you believe he would still care to have social discourse with me
D --> We used to talk every night
D --> He and Nepeta were really the only ones who ever cared to
1/?? SPAM SPAM SPAMMIN'.
WHAT?
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NO
COME ON
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NOT LITERALLY.
I MEAN AS IN MESS WITH YOU
MAKE DEROGATORY COMMENTS AND GENERALLY BE A COMPLETE BASTARD TO MOST PEOPLE
SINCE THAT SEEMS TO BE HIS DEAL NOW.
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PLUS HE MAIMED VRISKA FAIRLY RECENTLY BUT THAT WAS UNDER DUBIOUS CIRCUMSTANCES AND I'M NOT ALL THAT SURE ABOUT THE WHOLE THING.
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THE REASON NOBODY TALKED TO YOU IS BECAUSE YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE!
AND IF YOU'RE IN A GROUP SOMETIMES YOU JUST STAND THERE
CREEPILY STARING AT EVERYONE FROM THE SHADOWS
BREATHING AUDIBLY
SAYING NOTHING.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT KIND OF MAKES PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE.
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YOU GUYS SEEMED TO HAVE THIS THING GOING ON WHERE YOU TRIED TO MUTUALLY BACKSTAB EACH OTHER
OR I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON?
BUT YOU CAN'T HIDE THE FACT YOU GUYS HAD SOME SORT OF RELATIONSHIP EVEN IF IT WASN'T WITHIN QUADRANTS.
OK DONE.
PERSONALLY? I'LL STILL TELL YOU TO SHUT THE HELL UP BUT IT'S NOT A SORE SPOT ANYMORE.
A WHILE AGO I GOT TO THINKING YOU'RE ESSENTIALLY FULL OF IT WHEN IT COMES TO THE HEMOSPECTRUM
AS IN THOSE AREN'T ACTUALLY VALUES YOU ENFORCE EVEN IF YOU PREACH THE SHIT OUT OF THEM
BUT I KNOW NOT EVERYBODY SEES IT THAT WAY.
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D --> I have had a great deal of time to think about that, and my conclusion has been that you are correct in this matter
D --> Unfortunately, it is not in my nature to be charming or kind, and I certainly don't have the charisma you possess
D --> I have a%epted this about myself, so you don't need to e%plain the reasons
D --> But that was not my point
D --> Of course I interacted with others before
D --> Vriska and I were useful to each other, though you are also correct in that there was not enough passion for there to be any sort of quadrant relationship between us
D --> I primarily e%horted her to show lowb100ds our b100b100d superiority
D --> Which, in retrospect, she seldom did
D --> And of course I spoke with Aradia
D --> But as much as I would have wished it, she was never really my friend, for many reasons
D --> Though I believe the main reason being she didn't like me or enjoy interacting with me in any way, and being dead, she simply did not care enough to tell me to go away
D --> But of course I spoke with Nepeta all the time
D --> And also the highb100d
D --> He never cared that I was an unpleasant person, or that I said things he disagreed with all the time
D --> He interpreted my many admonitions as simply the concerns of a friend
D --> And though I constantly derided him for such soft, sentimental feelings and un-highb100d-like behavior, I can now admit I miss the fact that he also a%epted me unconditionally
1/OOPS SPAMMIN MORE
OK WELL, NEVER MIND THAT.
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WHEN YOU PUT IT THAT WAY, I FUCKING WONDER WHY SOME OF US HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT!
BUT CONSIDERING EVERYONE FROM OUR GROUP WHO'S HERE RIGHT NOW
I CAN PRETTY CONFIDENTLY SAY ARADIA WILL BE YOUR FRIEND.
SHE'S GOOD ABOUT THAT, JUST DON'T INSULT HER.
IT'LL BE DIFFERENT FROM WHEN YOU WERE ALIVE AND SHE WASN'T
BUT I THINK YOU'RE SELLING HER AND EVEN YOURSELF SHORT BY ASSUMING SHE DIDN'T CARE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF.
TAVROS WOULD TALK TO YOU AND BE YOUR FRIEND IF YOU DIDN'T INSULT HIM ALL THE TIME.
AND IN CASE YOU DIDN'T REALIZE THIS, I ACTUALLY CONSIDER YOU MY FRIEND. SURPRISE!
VRISKA HAS NO IDEA HOW TO MAINTAIN FUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIPS WITH ANYBODY BUT SHE'S BEEN GIVING IT A SHOT HERE
SO EVEN IF SHE'S COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS, MELODRAMATIC, AND PRETTY FUCKING BITCHY
I THINK YOU GUYS COULD PROBABLY FORM SOME KIND OF FRIENDSHIP.
GAMZEE IS DIFFERENT NOW, BUT...
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I DUNNO.
I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANY CALLS ON HIS PERSONALITY?
HE'S JUST SO CAPRICIOUS.
HE'S DEFINITELY GOING TO TALK TO YOU, I CAN GUARANTEE THAT.
I CAN'T SAY HE IS OR ISN'T GOING TO BE SHITTY TO YOU
BUT HE DIDN'T KILL YOU BECAUSE YOU OUTLIVED YOUR USEFULNESS, OK?
DON'T EVEN THINK THAT.
I'M STILL ABOUT 7% SURE HE MIGHT LOSE HIS SHIT AND TRY TO MURDER ME.
OK DONE THAT WAS SHORTER THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT.
THERE ARE A LOT OF HUMANS HERE SO IF YOU ACTUALLY BOTHER TO OPEN UP A LITTLE
YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING TO ENCOUNTER PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.
THE WHOLE FRIENDSHIP DEAL KIND OF INVOLVES NOT PISSING YOUR FRIENDS OFF CONSTANTLY THOUGH
SO YOU MIGHT RUN INTO SOME TROUBLE THERE IF YOU DON'T CHANGE ANYTHING
BUT JUST BECAUSE YOU PISS PEOPLE OFF SOMETIMES DOESN'T MEAN THEY WON'T LIKE YOU THE REST OF THE TIME.
IF THAT WAS THE CASE I WOULDN'T BE TALKING TO YOU RIGHT NOW.
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D --> But I think I am somewhat different from how I was in life
D --> I am possibly not a very good judge, though
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YOU WEREN'T EVEN UPSET ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED
JUST KIND OF
DIDN'T EVEN ADDRESS IT?
IF I WAS YOU I'D PROBABLY BE PRETTY PISSED AT ME BUT...
I SUPPOSE IT'S DIFFERENT IF YOU'VE HAD A LOT OF TIME TO THINK ABOUT IT.
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D --> Even if I could not complete said a%ion
D --> I can't resent you for doing what you believed was good for the group
D --> And perhaps my death was inevitable
D --> Otherwise, I would simply be another doomed timeline inhabitant