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A-alright I don't know who decided to take the joke this far but the crack about me being an insignificant character hasn't been relevant for at least four plot arcs! Come on! If this is just another weird virtual A-T training, I get it. It wouldn't be the first time I've woken up in some weird-ass place... but this full-immersion shit is really pushing it. Calling a guy fictional really isn't funny when... well, it's just not. Just because someone exists in a different reality or medium or... whatever. Doesn't mean they're not real...

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No.
Not the way you think.
This is about me.

nah thats impossible
bc if it was about u
like if u were fussed about something
you literally live next door to ur bff who digs u and has dug it since we were grubs
platonically 2
and she would drop everythin drop all the dates like they were piping scorchin hot
if u needed to talk about issues u were havin bc u bein sad or bummed or whatever is ultra shitty
almost as shitty as u feelin those things and shuttin her out about that
so theres no way thats what this is about rite?

... No.
I'm just not ready for a relationship.
That's all.

dont flashstep when im tryin to throw pillows at ur head!!
u deserve a fluffy clobberin

and ok
if thats all this is no biggie
im datin enough for everybody
if u dun wanna or arent ready im not gonna make u
its just teasin
like if i really wanted to brain u id put bricks in the pillows
ur ok rite?

Sorry.
I didn't want to pierce the pillow on the righteous angularity of my shades.

Thanks, Rox.
I'm fine.

Edited 2013-04-28 17:36 (UTC)

It's not a big deal.
Jake and I just don't work out.

is that what he said?
like u told him and he said no thax
or are u just assumin per the usus
usual
how the fuck do u write out that abbrev

Neither.
As in, we dated for a few months and it didn't work out.
And I dunno, you could probably slang it up. "The uzze" or "yooze".

oh
hey i gotta show u something
i learned it from our ectobbs
check it

sorry
i shouldve noticed
this wasnt the norm distri caginess huh

It's not a big deal.
This shit happens, yo.
That's what being a teenager is all about.
Getting all flushed up with nowhere to go.

Edited 2013-04-28 17:55 (UTC)

still sucks tho

... Yeah.
I guess,
It kinda does.

im not goin on any more dates
thats not fair 4 u
we wll be off the market 2gether

What?
No, Rox, that's fuckin' stupid. What kind of logic is that?
I already had my teenage fling and I blew it.
You've been waiting your whole life for this. You deserve it.

waitin my whole life jeez
nope not gonna work

besides why do u think u blew it
it couldve easily been english and his duncey charms

actually thats prob exactly what it was
that goodlookin shit andhis perfect calves
ill break his fuckin nose

Rox, chill the hell out.
It wasn't Jake's fault.

well it doent have to b urs either
sometimes u really like smebody and they like u but it just desnt
work
so its dumb of u to be like i fucke dup or whtever cuz thats not how it works

He didn't... like me. Like that.
I pushed him into it.
Or, I guess, parts of me pushed both of us into it.
It doesn't matter. Point is, Jake never felt that way about me.

Christ, listen to me.
I sound like an episode of Troll Dawson's Creek,

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